My tots, dreams and aspirations....

败犬女王

2009-07-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

Currently watching this show. totally can relate to the show. Think this is one of the better scripted 台湾偶像剧. Just wana share some of the classic lines, dedicated to all the败犬们s & prospective 败犬们s:

这世界上有3样事是不能掩饰的

1：打喷涕；2：爱情；3：贫穷

结婚不是绑住幸福的工具。

结婚不是结局，而是挑战的开始。

结婚证书只能证明你有个伴侣，

但不能保证你下半辈子可以幸福。

I Hope Your Love is alwiz Happy

2009-05-23T14:12:00.001+08:00

Seriously, I am suffering from thr aftermath of their break-up. You may think it is all set-up variety program. But to me, the feelings are real. There are just somethings in life which you cant fake it.

It's a great pity that he left WGM to film the korean Boys Over Flowers aka Meteor Garden. No doubt, the drama has open his horizon to asia instead of just Korea. I would still prefer him to stay as the shin lang of Hwang Bo.

Missing him as the oxygen of Buin... missing his 4D thinkings... FIGHTING!!

暧昧

2009-01-04T21:47:00.001+08:00

I was never the kinda person who like to 搞暧昧. Someone recently told me that 暧昧 is the most beautiful part of any relationship. I do agree in some ways but I come to realize there are 2 kinds of 暧昧.
1. When a man and woman are still at the 友达以上　恋人未满 stage. That kinda of 暧昧让人又爱又恨but… I like and enjoy.　心会整颗揪起来。莫名的心动、心悸。嘴角会无故的上扬。这是暧昧…

眉目里似哭不似哭　
还祈求什麽说不出
陪著你轻呼著烟圈　
到唇边～讲不出满足
你的温柔怎可以捕捉　
越来越近　却从不接触　
La～～
茶没有喝光早变酸　
从来没热恋已相恋
陪著你天天在兜圈　
那缠绕　怎麽可算短
你的衣裳今天我在穿
未留住你　却仍然温暖
徘徊在似苦又甜之间　
望不穿这暧昧的眼
爱或情借来填一晚　
终须都归还　没谓多贪
犹疑在似即若离之间　
望不穿这暧昧的眼
似是浓　却仍然很淡　
天早灰蓝想告别　偏未晚

2. When a couple broke off, one is still holding on or leading the other party. This kinda of 暧昧也让人又爱又恨but I dun like. 心像是悬在悬崖边。在狠狠推它下去时僅剩的爱. 这是暧昧…

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进　何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情　还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气　
也开始怀疑
眼前的人　是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进　何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你　
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽　停在这里

L.O.V.E.

2008-11-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

The course of true love never did run smooth.

It will usually take a lot of ups and down before one can ascertain that she has found ‘the one’. Quarrels, arguments, break-ups, tears, sense of lost… we all have been through them. Without them, relationships will never be called relationships. That’s the queer thing about LOVE.

You cannot quantify it, who loves more, who is giving more
You cannot maintain it status quo forever, who used to love more and changed
You cannot underestimate its power, LOVE encompass all emotions
You cannot live it (who can?)

You may wonder why I am writing this. This entry is especially dedicated to my 2 dearest friends: one who has found love and one who is entering the graveyard of love (爱情的坟墓). Rem: the course of true love never did run smooth. This is just a beginning of a new chapter of your life. I am glad that I can participate as a 路人甲in this chapter. As much as you love your significant others, remember that I love you 2 too! 加油!

I am back

2008-09-09T21:52:00.001+08:00

I know I haven been blogging for coming to 4mths, i.e. > a quarter of a year. Anyway, of coz I dun expect any avid readers to be following my blog religiously for me to fulfill my social responsibility. Even Princess Nana who have to bypass my blog to view rosie’s blog is asking me to ask rosie to update her blog. No mentions on my blog at all! Sigh… nmind it doesn’t really matter to me anyway. Coz my life is just too un-exciting to be blogged about.

Lemme see…
June: forgotten what happened in June for me liao… my memory is just too short. Think that mth was one of the worst I had in UOB. I worked 15 out of possible 20 days of OT, of which 13 days are till after 11pm. Terrible month and I am like what my dear fren will call a che meh hor sin (blinded fly) flying and hitting everywhere and getting herself hurt. My hair started to turn bad. Definition of bad: oily + itch scalps + dandruffs. Read nu ren wo zui da mag and tried many kinds of shampoo. Yet to find one that can truly cure my hair. Any remedy? Read from my ever faithful flowerpod that using mouthwash to wash hair is good for oily scalp. Dun dare to try that yet…

July: what happened again in July ah? Erm… cant recall. Yah… officially took over the portfolio of $550m. fierce target and unattainable! I am working away from it everyday now. Since July, it had been my dream to marry some Arab oil magnate so that I can throw $550m (Jean says she can contribute $1) to my dear boss and say goodbye to him. However, after reading that Mr David Beckham earns $80m last yr, I have realized that this $550m is damned tough. Beckham will take 7 yrs to earn that! Change of plan: marry a local bah kwa king (coz Arabs are Halal and I love Bah Kwa) and live my life flipping Bah Kwa everyday! $5.5m is good enough for me!

August: my birthday month! No celebration though but had a great time with my dear laoz. Though its more of a national day celebration, but thanks for the cake! L5 did a wonderful job in preparing the food and the flags!! Pls involve us next round ok!

Comex… the 1st event to call my own. My baby! and it almost died. Created a damned fucking big mess and took me days to clear them even till now. like what I have told Simon, I know I can do better, I will do better; I must do better; I want to do better! Hope it wun affect my appraisal which is coming soon. Toking abt appraisal, think this is a big big thing in UOB. It had nv cross my mind in anything I am doing now that I can include in my appraisal. But my dear colleagues had tot abt it and is kind enough to share with me what I can put in. Jo told me to tell Simon that I will take care of Comex so that I can have things to write in my appraisal! Thanks ger! But… hahaha appraisal seems far for me. Esp when I screwed things up! Jia you Jia you!!

Ok, time to go home now. it is 10.10pm now. stayed till 10pm so that I can claim cab back. Gota bring back 3 boxes of mooncakes home coz gota give them to merchants tomorrow. I’m the courier ger for mooncakes in Sep.

祝你幸福

2008-05-26T01:46:00.004+08:00

Time really flies. It’s been more than 10 years since we have made this promise to each other. I am sorry that I am unable to attend your customary, and thus unable to fulfill my promise to be your bridesmaid when you get married. Those were the days when we have so much 憧憬 for love. However, the more we have, the more we get hurt. I’m so happy for you that you have found the person whom you know you can depend, take care for life. Here’s a toast to you my friend!

她自信从不认输
爱就要爱得刻骨
岂止是要朝朝睦睦
为了爱义无反顾
跌倒了也不会哭
相信终会找到对路

她深信星座占卜
也会向神灵救助
只为将爱紧紧握住
对爱坚持的态度
不得不让我佩服
但也为她感到辛苦

经过了千辛万苦
多少次的遇人不淑
她终于找到了她要的幸福
5月30日踏进了爱情坟墓
其实这只是一个开始　而不是结束
无名指上的承诺　是如此的坚固
我要大声欢呼：
朋友祝你幸福！

Still rem when we were 16, you faced your her 1st ever heartbreak. Broke up with her 1st love. To encourage her, I penned this below for her den:

他曾说的话　我想你都会背
但他的誓言不知已往那飞
听说他身边　已经有个人陪
你又何苦让自己显得如此狼狈

我说忘了他吧　放弃他吧
何必虚年华
但你却说你没有精彩（进才*）的生活你活不下
他嘴里的情话　他爱你吗
原来全都是假　
看着你努力的挣扎
这爱的代价
你说这一切都是为他

*The guy's name

(Think it seems quite apt for my another good friend manz)

I wish all my friends 幸福. For those with partners, buck up and tie the knot soon manz (yesh L3, I am referring to you! Hope you will be singing your current fav song to us soon!). Those w/o, stop thinking of saving $ for spinsterhood! Be positive and I'm sure God will lead the way to Mr Right!

但愿人长久　千里共婵娟

2008-05-20T01:10:00.005+08:00

It is just a click away to do our part to help our less fortunate neighbours who have lost their homes and families overnight. I know my blog does not have any avid readers. But if you do chance upon here, please take a step back and think of how fortunate we are, and consider making a donation*. Any amount, big or small, will definitely help.

Here are some ways which we can help:

UOB IB

Singapore Red Cross China Earthquake and Myanmar Cyclone Funds You can now make donations to the Singapore Red Cross China Earthquake and/or Myanmar Cyclone Funds using our "Bill Payment" service. Both relief funds have been listed separately under "Payee Corporation". For the Bill Reference Number, you may indicate your telephone number.

DBS/POSB IB

DBS Facilitates Public Donation for the Victims of China Sichuan Earthquake and Myanmar Cyclone NargisDBS and POSB customers can contribute to the "Red Cross China Earthquake" fund and/or "Red Cross Myanmar Cyclone" fund conveniently at any of the 900 DBS/POSB ATMs, 490 AXS stations and via DBS iBanking at https://internet-banking.dbs.com.sg/. Both funds have been included as billing organisations under the Bill Payment service and any customer wishing to make a contribution to the funds can do so by debiting their DBS or POSB account.Please follow the step-by-step guide below to make a contribution to the respective fund.

Step-by-step guide for donations to "Red Cross China Earthquake" fund

DBS iBanking
1. Login to DBS iBanking
2. Click on "Payment Services"
3. Click on "Bill Payment"
4. Select "Red Cross China Earthquake" from the billing corporation list
5. Select the deposit account to debit donation
6. Enter telephone number as the Consumer Reference Number
7. Enter the donation amount

Step-by-step guide for donations to "Red Cross Myanmar Cyclone" fund

DBS iBanking
1. Login to DBS iBanking
2. Click on "Payment Services"
3. Click on "Bill Payment"
4. Select "Red Cross Myanmar Cyclone" from the billing corporation list
5. Select the deposit account to debit donation
6. Enter telephone number as the Consumer Reference Number
7. Enter the donation amount

施比受更有福。让我们不分彼此, 将大爱传出去！

*This is just an appeal; there is no obligation to make a donation.

A special dedication for you

2008-05-13T14:34:00.002+08:00

My dear fren seems pretty disturbed lately. Think it had been lingering for months. Though I am not sure what exactly happened but I still wish her all the best in getting over the shit herself. I truly believe we can only attain happiness by ourselves.

Anyway, think she had been feeling weak. Blaming herself for letting her emotions get the better of her. I would like to take this opportunity (while I am at work coz I nv seem to fulfill much when I am at home, been viwawa-ing) to dedicate this song especially for her. I feel that sometimes we try so hard to suppress our emotions and ended getting ourselves more miserable. Check out the chorus part ok? Can’t seem to link youtube over now leh. So bo bian, I just cut and paste the lyrics. Check out the song here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9FaMG9B7weE

范玮琪可不可以不勇敢

你用浓浓的鼻音说一点也没事

反正又美又痛才是爱的本质

一个人旅行也许更有意思

和他真正结束才能重新开始

几年贴心的日子换分手两个字

你却严格只准自己哭一下子

看着你努力想微笑的样子

我的心像大雨将至那么潮湿

我们可不可以不勇敢?

当伤太重心太酸无力承担

就算现在女人很流行释然

好像什么困境都知道该怎么办

我们可不可以不勇敢?

当爱太累梦太乱没有答案

难道不能坦白的放声哭喊?

要从心底拿走一个人很痛很难

My dear fren: it is ok to dwell into it. We all have been through such periods before. But you must know when to stand up right and lead life again. The earth will not stop evolving ard the sun when we are down. Life still goes on. C’est La Vie. Jia you!!

恋爱的天空

2008-03-31T01:04:00.003+08:00

最近观赏了《恋空》。它是一部典型的日本纯爱浪漫的电影。看完后真的让我有一股想要谈恋爱的冲动。男女主角（Hiro 和Mika）非常赏心悦目。

一段因手机开始的恋爱也藉由手机结束。Mika因手机落掉了被Hiro拾起而开始与他通过简迅互相了解。Hiro为了成为Mika手机contacts里的第一位而删掉手机里所有的contacts. 非常后现代式的浪漫.

“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”对我来说曾是一个否定句。我曾认为若要爱，就要天长地久。但，现在却笑自己好傻好天真。当我渐渐历经人生种种的历练，开始欣赏到曾经拥有的美。在曾经拥有里，人也能找到天长地久。也只有曾经拥有才能让人刻骨铭心。

我真的真的好想谈一场曾经拥有！你呢？

06 Jan 2009: this entry was written coming one year ago but was nv posted...

浮躁。烦恼

2008-03-15T03:58:00.004+08:00

有时候

觉得一切显得太美好

就怀疑幸福来得似乎不太可靠

脑袋一闲着就是这样无聊

想太多 就是自寻烦恼

其实这或许是一种福报

我并不是在炫耀

也不是在说教

只是在提醒自己别再庸人自扰

Happy Valentine's Day

2008-02-14T01:27:00.002+08:00

To : 令人讨厌的kapala,

Like I have told you before, there are 3 words which is a BIG BIG taboo in relationships, it will make or break relationships. Glad that we have made it! Let's 加油ok!

From: 讨厌你的technician

Aside to all my friends, Happy Vdae :)

我永远在这里等你F4

2008-01-28T01:14:00.001+08:00

OMG! i still love F4! great song and soooooooooo happy to see them back. Jerry reminds me so much of takuya (the kinda 'seh') with his snowcap (erm sorry not in MV) while there are shots of zai that reminds me of Tong Leung! after 7 yrs, this mr Ken still an eyesore. nonetheless with the F3, i can easily by-pass him.

who cares if this MV looks like DBSK, mind you THEY ARE F4!!!!! Come cheat my $ again!!

Thank you!

2008-01-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

Was rather surprised to get your email, asking how am I getting on… it’s been so long since we last really chat or juz meet up for coffee… Was deducing, maybe you have read here and reckon that I am not ok. Dun worry, I am fine just that I feel that I can express my feelings and tots better with words (typed and not spoken ones). Tend to get emotional easily and just wana express these emotions at that very instant.

Thanks you for your concern. Really touched that you have not forgotten about me. It indeed warmth my heart coz I do miss those times we spend time msn-ing or webcam-ing. Asking each other for advice. Though we don’t do that often now, but I am glad to see that you are doing well and happy with what you have achieved. I do not know whether these are just impressions to wana show to everyone generally. But if you are down, do rem you got me to count on. I am just as concern about your job coz it seems to tire you out. Hope that you will be able to find a new job soon, one that fits your ideal jobscope and of coz pays you well. Hope that you are doing well dealing with your family as well. Think 家家有本难念的经. Though I know that there is nothing much I can do, but I can alwiz lend you a listening ear.

Thank you my friend! I know I can alwiz count on you just like you can on me! Let’s jiayou in our lives ok!

Wana thank mgg for his reminder also. CNY is drawing near and I usually get sick for at least 2 weeks during CNY. Shall start liang cha everyday from tml!

富士山下

2008-01-25T01:40:00.001+08:00

the current song which i have been listening every nite. very meaningful lyrics. 林夕is simply great!

this song is about a guy trying to break up with his gf when he sent her home. trying to explain to her that they are not meant to be, no point force to be together. she should jus rem the fond memories and not cry over good things. no one can call mt fuji their own. in the end, he got frustrated with her and offered to give her his jacket if she wana continue to cry.

maybe men are more 潇洒when it come to breakups bah...

Just a tot....

2008-01-25T01:14:00.000+08:00

Was passing by Jln Jurong Kechil yest on my way back home and saw that an accident just happened. Realized that I have yet to recover. Maybe this is the 1st time (自懂事以来)　that I experience this. A tot came to my mind. There are many songs abt the pain one go through when experiencing break-ups with their lovers. But not many on their family… here’s some of the songs that I know of. Just wana share that’s all…

風不息
作詞：小美　作曲：陳光榮　演唱：郭富城

樹欲靜止　風吹不息　
孤單的我在想你
夜鶯不再歌唱　
彷彿陪我陪我在嘆息
夜色涼如水　心清洌如鏡　
憂鬱畫在眼角
思念在雕刻我的心
歲月不能回頭　驀然回首
毫不猶豫把你細膩一再想起　
你的叮嚀與笑語
晚風輕輕柔柔　恰似你的雙手
給我溫暖維護　給我溫善笑聲　
給我關懷的暖流　風不息

This is about missing his father and brother.

強
作詞：林振強　作曲：雷頌德　演唱：郭富城

*需跨多少個山　漫漫長路與海
方可真正覓到心裏精彩?
需經多少次哀　幾多的障礙賽
才勝利會換來?
不知幾番跌到　旁人斜視喝采
很不好過但我衝剌不改
只因心中記緊　當天可敬父親
說信我會精彩:
** "強人是你　能飛天遁地
其實你了不起　假使你永不說不能做到!
強人是你　能頂天立地　如敗倒　再掙起
永沒言死　才是活著的真理! "　Repeat *
曾垂頭萬次　仍抬頭又次　再戰再創這生意義
無忘慈父那　從前留下句子:

This is a more motivating song which is very encouraging. If you had watched 学警雄风，you would find this song very familiar.

Jay concert - after tots

2008-01-21T17:06:00.000+08:00

Opps… was juz reading princess nana and juan’s blog on the concert. Sorry that I felt otherwise for the concert. I think what they like most would be the 气氛 of the concert. Indeed very good. Everyone were practically shouting and screaming out loud. Me and Ooi actually started standing up when he sang his opening number when the 2 bloggers were like 大伯公s, totally unmoved! Anyway glad everyone enjoyed the concert. For others reading here, pls kindly refer to their blogs for pics ok. Lazy to post.

Btw juan, pls kindly amend ur statement on the mean age thingy hahaha think we have discussed that my row mean age is smaller den ur row lor :P (even w/o xiaodi).

Concerts

2008-01-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

Still mesmerized by Jay’s good looks when I saw him yest at his concert! Yah he looks damned good in real life compared to TV! He is also very talented! Can play many diff instruments, like drums, guitar, piano (one word: 屌!) and even 古筝！

However, I must admit I am quite disappointed with his concert. Find that 气氛的铺陈不够完整, 主题不够鲜明. He could have done it much better by grouping similar feel songs and sing as a segment. A medley of those songs would be good rather than juz 2-3 songs per segment which is too little. People just start to 投入情绪den the segment end liao… Moreover, he missed a lot of his 经典金曲such as: 简单爱、晴天、借口。　Personal and other peeps fav like: 枫 (me)、白色风车(me)、东风破 (ld)、暗号(ld)、黑色毛衣 (jas)、一路向北(hy)、蒲公英的约定(l3) etc… still enjoy his last concert. Maybe it’s more 完整 + 4面台＋the x factor.

Anyway, I attended quite a number of concerts from Jan 2007 – Jan 2008. A total of 4 concerts: Eason Chan, Aaron Kwok, Ah Mei and Jay Chou.

最值回票价– 张惠妹
Her舞台魅力无庸置疑. Her stage appeal had 升华to a stage that she just need a little movement and it will be enough. No longer need to sing and dance to get everyone’s attention, unlike some 小天后. As for her vocals, still very good when she sings live, 感染力十足！ Moreover, everyone’s familiar with her songs even w/o the subtitles. It’s like a big KTV session.

Stage appeal: 8/10
Vocals: 8/10
Overall: 9/10

最陶醉－陈奕迅
Though I am not very familiar with all his songs, but I was totally mesmerized by his vocals. He sings better live den in CD! Trust me! U will be damned 感动when u listen to Eason sings live., cfm 起鸡皮疙瘩one! He belongs to a different league from other singers. He is cfm 101% 实力派. You do not need to hear his songs b4 to be touched and like his songs. You will understand what does 许寰良meant by 麻点! Listening to Eason sings live is a kind of 享受.

Stage appeal: 7/10
Vocals: 11/10
Overall: 8/10

最完整－郭富城
Well themed concert I would say. For the 1st 1 hour, he did not talk at all. The hour is divided into segments. Each segment there will be a theme, where he will sing 2 ballads and 2 fast numbers according to the theme. Of coz, he will be dressed according to the theme as well. I find his concert 主题鲜明, it flaunt his stage appeal and avoided his weak vocals. Though his vocals may be weak, u will still be touched by his efforts when he sang songs like 痛哭 and 当我知道你们相爱. Think the theme did help him to get into the mood easily. You may think 我偏心, but I seriously enjoyed his concert a lot! Maybe the only disappointment is that din get to see his classic dance move for 失忆谅解备忘录. If you are an Aaron fan, you will know what I am talking about. Every concert I will be looking forward to him singing this song but for this concert, think the dance moves onli ok lah… coz the 编曲 is jap style this time so cannot weave in the classic move bah.

Stage appeal: 10/10
Vocals: 6.5/10
Overall: 9.5/10 (0.5 point more coz he is my God)

最失望－周杰伦
Maybe coz he is the most anticipated concert among all that’s why 希望越高失望越高bah.

Stage appeal: 8/10
Vocals: 7/10
Overall: 7.5/10

0906192704012008

2008-01-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

有一种心痛叫作早知道
原来妳也在追随我的脚步
当我努力往前跑回头望时
却从来都没注意过妳

有一种心痛叫作来不及
妳的过去我已来不及参与
妳的未来是我到不达的境界
我只能祝福妳健康快乐

有一种心痛叫作遗憾
它像一把刀刺入我的心
我无力阻止任由它自转
只能放任它的肆无忌惮

有一种心痛叫作往前走
当千金以难买早知道
当一切都已来不及
我只能带着遗憾往前走

我承认我的心情还未平伏
伤口痊愈了
但心缺了
我。。。开始懂事了

谢谢大家对我的关心和慰问。　我会加油的！

If only I din grow up...

2007-12-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

If only I din grow up
She would still be able to see
She can still carry me in her arms
Stand beside the Christmas tree
And have a picture taken

If only I din grow up
He would still be a plump man
He can still play MJ
Till wee hours
And ask me to keep quiet when he comes home

If only I din grow up
She would still be visiting every weekend
I can still help her to roll her cigarettes
While she sits and fan herself
And smile at me

It's the wedding dinners' season

2007-12-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

Been rather busy lately. I have started work for more than 2mths now. I would say that work now may be busier in some ways, much slacking in other ways. There are frens who feedback that I seem to be doing better and happier. Think its more of like there are less things to complain? For once, I feel I have more control in the work I do. My boss wun be like a vulture hovering, that I cant for once slack and lose attention. All in all, I enjoy my current work. Moreover, my colleagues are nice peeps too. Of coz, I do miss the zoo folks a lot.

Anyway, the main reason why I wana blog (after MIA-ing for so long) is that I wana post this pic. Yeah, a very memorial pic! For so long, all LAOZ (excluding laodi) gathered together and had a picture taken! A complete LAOZ family pic!

It had been so long since all of us got together. This time, it is in the name of a hen’s nite for l4 who will ending her bachelorette life on 16 Dec. Congrats L4! 2nd laoz to get married and this time, we seem more excited than the last time for tokkie. The tiring days we went to search for a jie mei dress; endless trying of dresses for rosie; going and calling isetan, Daniel Yam and IS to check on the dress. It is a tiring and painful process I must say. But I believed we all enjoyed it. Coz it’s juz another excuse for laoz to meet up. Moreover, this time bestest fren and l2 will be involved as well. Make it more happening. Benji is our sabo i/c coz l5 will be away and only flying back on that very day midnite. Hope she can make it and dun be like tokkie’s wedding hahaha

Attended kenneth’s wedding dinner yest. Had good time catching up with Raymond, Chee Seng and MF. Not forgetting sabo-ing the groom. Kenneth is still as sporting as ever and drank this drink (red wine as base, mixed with salt, pepper, fish gravy, lemon juice, Chinese tea, rose petals, spinach, mushroom etc) concocted specially for him. Will post some pictures when I get them. Glad that he had found the ger for him. Think they are really of a good match. A couple who looks very comfortable. And for through out the dinnerm he had declared his love for her many times, which I think men nowadays are lacking in this. Good job Kenneth! Keep it up!!

sweet sweet childhood

2007-09-25T02:22:00.000+08:00

Today is my official day of freedom. I have only 3 days of freedom. Really abit short. Moreover, for the last 2 weeks, I am too engrossed with my toothache den moving on and leaving my workplace. The worse is, my toothache amazingly recovered over the weekend. The dentist I visited today told me my tooth is perfectly fine. Sigh… I’m glad that it is ok and I managed to save $1000 to do the root canal treatment and possible crowning. But coz of it, I had been so worried that I did not seem to be enthu abt my new job at all!

Anyway not only my tooth, my face outbreak again since I went for facial. Think smthing is wrong with my skin. It will itch for a few days after I go facial for the last 3 visits. However, this was the worst. Outbreak… but I got no time to visit any doc. When I finally got time, it seems to subside. Now under medication, it seems to come back again… mo ming qi miao. However, I managed to relish fond childhood memories of the place I grew up (0-8yrs old) coz of my visit to the doc.

I still vividly remembered the visit to this dental clinic. The outlook is totally the same. No change at all! I was very young den, think 5 years old. I tripped over my sis, and my front tooth went up and stuck in my gum! Mama had to bring me to this dentist and I couldn’t stop crying. The sweet lady dentist gave me a cotton bud to play with while she did whatever she had to do to extract my tooth. I still rem I stopped crying and even kept the cotton bud for weeks.

This courtyard area used to have some little motorbike rides. 50cents per ride. Still rem mama said we got no $ so me and sis had never sat on one before. Come to think of it, think my sis tried b4! Can you see this provision shop on the left where the bicycles are? There was this uncle working there and his complexion got lotsa holes. As he sells durian, I used to think he must have gotten into some gang fight and someone threw durian onto his face which explains the holes (*note: i was still a kid den). But get to see him anymore on the day I went over. Come to think of it, it been almost 20 yrs. Wouldn’t be surprised that he is no longer ard….

This overhead bridge links ghim moh road to buona vista/Holland V area and it is just beside the block I used to stay. Prior to that, we have to pass through the railway track to cross over. When I was young, crossing the railway track is just like hiking! Very exciting! Coz you have climb up and down, go through lotsa obstacles like the track and scare the train may come. Hehehe. When the overhead bridge was built, I was actually quite sad that I no longer can go ‘hiking’. But it was a great relief to my mama coz she no longer had to hold on to 3 young kids. Btw, I still rem there was an Indian lady who committed suicide on the railway track.

I really enjoyed every moment there. In fact, I really miss this place a lot. Sad to say, my fav shredded chicken noodles stall is no longer ard. Looking forward to my next visit!

Especially dedicated post for my dearest NaNa

2007-09-23T12:57:00.000+08:00

Hey there, you are so damn right babe! It is ai de mang xia! I saw this poster at the train station and immediately took it down to verify the statement you have made.

If there are seasons

2007-08-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

Caught this musical by Raymond To on Sat. went in the name of the pioneer of 新谣, Liang Wen Fu. Since young, I had been exposed to his music under the influence of my sister，耳濡目染. Then, I do not understand much of his lyrics, but I like the tune a lot. It was indeed very nostalgic to listen them all again. In fact, I was so 感动and I can really feel 鸡皮疙瘩.

Ok, back to the musical. The storyline is very simple. Ah Le felt lost in his life since his gf xiaojing passed away. He had decided to leave the place he is most familiar with to somewhere else, to pursue his music career. He had decided to go somewhere that has seasons. He chose New York. Upon his arrival, he met with Ah Qiang, Rose and other Singaporeans. Love blossom between Ah Le and Rose. However, Rose had chose to pursue her dreams in step into broadway. Soon, he felt New York is not a place for him, and so he returned to Singapore.

Simple storyline, coupled with Liang's songs. Aptly matched with the story. However, I feel the underlying morale of the story is: I Love Singapore! Hahaha suddenly from a romantic storyline changed to a patriotic one. What it want to convey is that there can be many opportunities overseas, but it may not be suitable for you. Pursue whatever you want. Whenever you are tired, turn around, your home town is always by your side. Just like the tagline: 这里只有天气，没有季节，但这里有爱、有情... Also, if u had been following Liang's song, he had penned many songs that reflected the then plight of Singaporeans. Very localized and definitely reflected the 心声of many singaporeans. You will be surprised how these songs are still timely now despite the fact they are 'oldies'.

Verdict: a must watch musical for the year, especially for those born in the 70s and early 80s, proficient in Chinese.

many things...

2007-08-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

Finally, I have found out the reason why Judy had been so good to me lately. 2 possibilities, can be either one or both.

· She is guilty (70%)
· Director likes me, she bo bian cannot be too bad to me (25%)

The remaining 5% is for the unknown reason, say it is really not the above 2 mentioned reasons but just that she is basically a nice person or she dreamt of me haunting her in her dreams (7th mth coming tml)? Anyway, when foong broke the news to me, I wasn’t really that disappointed. I only felt sad and the more I thought, the angrier I am. She has denied someone of an opportunity at no cost to her. She should know that once this chance is gone, it will be harder for me next time. Yet, she stick to her decision though my director tried to convince her. Maybe she is right about her decision bah. I must really thank my director. She had really been very nice to me though I have never ‘sa kah’ her before.

Was discussing with a friend (you know who you are) on the guilt one may have if one was to leave the company on Friday… duno whether your colleagues can handle the job or the feeling that you did something wrong to your managers. However, I came upon an article on Cleo that wrote something like this: you dun need to consider so much or feel guilt if you were to leave your company. Your company will hold no regards to your contributions or hardwork when they want to retrench you during bad times. So you-know-who-you-are, no need to feel guilt ok! Hope you will find the courage to pursue whatever you want. We have been living our lives for others, it is time we live for ourselves! Let them know that we are independent enough to be answerable for our acts!

Another, finally, I got rid of my ugly curl permed hair! So happy! Hahaha been such a long time to see myself in short and dark coloured hair! I think the last time I had dark hair was when I worked in Starhub I dyed black and I rem very clearly that I met juan for dinner at marine parade and she commented I look like wearing a wig! Eversince then, I never had dark coloured hair. But dun worry, I dyed dark mahogany, so I dun think it look like a wig. Duno whether it looks good anot, coz that’s not my concern hahaha. In fact, I was telling mgg that I din feel anything when they cut away my hair like most girls will… mgg say I am not a ger anyway which I do agree. Will blog about my ‘un-girly’ acts next time.

Another achievement (besides getting rid of my ugly locks) is I managed to pass my driving under instructor James Ng! so happy! Think the problem with me is that I dun have enough confidence in my driving. Was so scared when instructor din make a single comment thru-out the whole journey when I drove myself home yest. He kept quiet all the way. When I finally reached home, he looked at me with the usual stern look and ask me what I feel and what I feel I did badly. Instructor Ng says I am too slow in moving off but he agreed that I was much faster compared to last time. Then its my braking. My braking style is: wana brake, dun wana brake, wana brake, dun wana brake, BRAKE!! But still abit scare on Thursday coz I gota drive him back after his lasik. Novena to CCK in the day. Challenging…

Lastly, wana thank miss kuay for her blog entry on the theme I have inspired her. I have a lot to say abt that topic leh! Hahaha I will make sure I will do one dedicated post on that!

Come whatever shit may, fuck whatever shit all

2007-08-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

Can’t get to sleep again. Think this has been a problem with me every Sunday night. Maybe coz slept too much during the day bah. So tot maybe I can just come and fulfill my social responsibility.

This week had been quite ok for me. Duno issit coz Judy scare I will leave so she had been exceptionally kind and forgiving to me despite me making mistakes in work. Wonder whats in her mind also. Jasmine told me maybe I read too much liao. Frankly, I am not a person who think too much. It was mgg who ‘inspired’ me to think more. Frankly, I feel there is nothing wrong with whatever she is doing now though funny that she doesn’t wana tell me much. But mgg says smthing fishy is going on, she may have plans to get rid of me. While jas says maybe she just doesn’t wana upset me. Whatever it is, come what may, fuck them all is my moto in life now hahaha.

That thing is still lingering. So sianz, one moment got hope, one moment no hope. I duno whether to pin hope now. Argh… but still I hope things turn out well and I shall go for my aussie trip in nov instead. Cant go in Dec coz got so many weddings going on. Good yr to get married I suppose.

rong-er jia you again!!

my good news

2007-07-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

After ta-haning for so long (think its been tough on Mdm Chan HY), finally it is time that we can share the good news! My good fren, Mdm Kng Yee Chin is pregnant! Hahaha so excited for her manz! Duno whether it will be a xiao xiang or xiao jin. Been wondering a lot of questions like what whether she will give them English names? Whether she prefers boy or ger, wana know the gender anot… happy for her and weixiang. It may be too fast coz think she is still unprepared and may be overwhelmed as she just got married. Nonetheless, I feel you can never be prepared for it. Everything will be just so new and so much things to learn… yu, ya must jiayou and take good care of your health ok!

Btw juan if you are reading this, I can sing that song u posted hahaha rem it’s a group of singers who sang one. Next time we go ktv we find that song ok? Hahaha just like that dong yao yao ah, xi bai bai, yao yao bai bai.

rong-er 加油！

2007-07-27T10:44:00.000+08:00

Not to keep everyone in suspense but the time is not ripe to disclose the good news... duno whether its good news to others but at least it got me damned excited.

As for the matter hovering... it just burst in the air. Actually I felt quite disappointed with the results. Nonetheless, maybe it is all fated. It got me guilty the whole week... feeling sorry to the peeps I may hurt if it happened. But now, knowing it won't happen, I wish it will, with no regards to those peeps. Think that's just so human... 以自我利益为中心. Only feel for others when your needs and wants are met. Maybe my 心 isn't as 美as I tot. Mgg, you are so right! Argh hate myself for that...

Anyway, no point brooding over it anymore. Life still goes on. I alwiz learned this by heart: the earth will not stop spinning just because your world stopped.

rong-er 加油！

My Cambodia Trip

2007-07-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah I’m back from Cambodia but haven’t gotten all the pics from peggy’s and serene’s cammie. But here are 3of my favourite pics from my cammie.

Angkoh Wat

This is the part of Angkoh Wat which Angelina Jolie shot Tomb Raider

The local market of Siem Reap. Like the crowd as it reflects the culture and lifestyle of the locals.

Anyway, met up with laoz last last Friday as LD was distributing the invites to one of her world’s bridal show. Realized that a lot of my friends are into this marriage/wedding thingy. Either married, in the mist of preparation for one or planning to have one. XL once told me that I am no longer young and shld start planning. Maybe I am a very rational person bah. I wont wana get married for the sake that my age is catching up or coz my peers are doing so. I think neither mgg nor I are prepared for such commitments. Marriage is a lot more than what many may think. It is definitely not easy, not just ROM and a dinner affair. It truly opens one to ADULTHOOD! I still prefer to my daddy’s ger! Hehehe

Anyway there is a piece of good news which I am pending to share with all. Think HY oredi buay tahan liao! There is also something hovering… which I hope I can bring you good tidings in my next post!

A tribute to the greatest female singer (at least to me)

2007-07-08T23:32:00.001+08:00

She has many great songs but can seem to find those in youtube. but heres one which is juz as great! Tui Fan 推翻 - Faye Wong 王菲. Enjoy folks!

p/s: personally I really feel Jolin totally spoilt her classic song huai nian... still pronounce wrong word somemore (wonder who is the producer, how can allow such mistakes?)!

Running away on a holiday

2007-07-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

In other 6 hrs I will be going to Cambodia. Actually I duno whether it is a good time to go coz seems to have endless work to finish. Also, Judy seems to be losing her patience with me. Duno whether issit I am really a lousy worker anot… maybe I am just not as capable as I though I could be…

Anyway this is not the time to bother with this… come what may even I come back jobless… fuck them all rite? Hahaha

Secret that i can't tell 不能说的秘密完整版 Full MV

2007-07-02T00:29:00.001+08:00

Cant get enuff of you honey Jay

不能说的秘密周杰伦电影 promo

2007-07-02T00:28:00.001+08:00

Looking forward to my darling's movie...

A Tribute to my Ex-Lover

2007-06-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

I must admit that I really loved you. I spend so much $ on you, thinking that u can be the love of my life (at least for 2 yrs) since I had been picking ppl's old shoes for the past few years. But u disappointed and failed me again and again. Everytime u were down, I am alwiz by your side. I know maybe I pretty rough in handling you, I am not as meticulous and sweet as other ladies but I will do everything I could to get u up and well again. But maybe I had enuff. Even when u r pretty guai lately, I think maybe its time too late… pls dun blame me for the change of heart. I loved you once and hope u r in good hands now. Sorry for not taking one last pic with you.

Goodbye my N80…

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

2007-06-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

You Should Be With an Air Sign!

Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius

Why? You crave excitement and playful banter
Only an Air Sign can match your wit - and keep you on your toes
As for fun, an Air Sign guy will show you plenty� with tons of surprises
Just be sure to introduce him to some new playful experiences as well!

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

Office Email Server Down

2007-06-20T10:16:00.000+08:00

Got this from someone's blog:

也許你的身邊也有這麼一個人, 你們可能相愛過, 但是為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起, 也許是為了朋友之間的義氣, 不能追你, 也許是顧及家人的意見, 你們沒有在一起, 也許是出國深造, 他沒有要你等他, 也許你們相遇太早, 還不懂得珍惜對方, 也許你們相遇太晚, 你們身邊已經有了另一個人, 也許你回頭太遲,對方已不再等待.... 不過即使你們沒在一起, 你們還是保持了朋友的關係, 但是你們心底清楚對這個人, 你比朋友還多了一份關心.... 即使不能跟他名正言順的跟他牽著手逛街, 你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友, 他有喜歡的人你口頭上會幫他, 心裡卻不是很清楚是不是真的希望他成功, 他遇到困難時你會盡你所能的幫他,不會計較誰又欠了誰, 男女朋友吃醋了, 你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友, 但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定... 每個人這輩子, 心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友, 很矛盾的行為, 一開始你不甘心只做朋友的, 但久了突然發現或許這樣最好, 你寧願這樣關心他, 總好過你們在一起而有天會分手, 你寧願做他的朋友, 彼此不會吃醋, 才可以真的無所不談, 特別是這樣, 你還是知道他永遠會關心你的, 做不成男女朋友, 當個特別的朋友, 或許會更好, 相愛的人未必適合在一起, 往往你未來的另一半並不是你的摯愛, 只是一個適合和你相處的人....

My personal tots:
I must say i do agree with this as in there must one person in ur life that got this special place in your heart. however, maybe i am not so 大方to continue as friends with them and go out with them maintain 暧昧的关系. but on contrary, the 暧昧 part of the beginning of every r/s is the sweetest (think of all the 偶像剧.

but maybe i have seen so many examples of guys coming to gers telling them how bad their gfs or wives are treating them and they cant tahan, wana break or divorce. they can tell you beautiful tales on how they wish their gfs are you. but the bottomline is: they will NEVER break with their gfs! and it is only when you caught them 甜甜蜜蜜dating with their gfs, then you realised what they told you b4 are all RUBBISH! they can shower you with tender loving care, branded hps and bags but bottomline again: they are merely superficial 虚荣物质的满足.

i am not trying to 映射anyone here but i have heard this too many times... hehehe haven happen to me yet maybe thats why i can say till so 潇洒...

Movie weekend

2007-06-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

Just watched this show on Channel 61, Shining Boy & Randy. Great show! Maybe coz I have alwiz liked elephants so I actually made an effort to watch the show. It is based on a true story of the 1st mahout of japan. Like the actor in the show but have yet to watch his award winning debut at Cannes Movie Festival, Nobody Knows. Anyone got the DVD of the show? Please lend me!!

Anyway talking about movie, it is very interesting to go movie watch a cartoon and ur partner is sleeping beside you? Actually I duno whether mgg will be the same as I tend to avoid watching movies that I predict he may fall asleep. Like I wana watch zodiac but I think he wun understand and he will keep asking me what happened… which I, most of the times, r depending on the subtitles. In the end, he may just end up sleeping? Hahaha so better save my trouble. He doesn’t watch Korean/Japanese show coz he cant really understand subtitles. But he likes to watch on channel 61/62 after it had been dubbed.

Watched shrek3 yesterday as well. Abit late to watch now when others are all watching fantastic 4. many theatres are no longer showing shrek. Anyway it’s a nice show. Still enjoy the jokes but my fav is still shrek 2. maybe coz of the fairy god mother bah…. I tot of buying the shrek headband and make mgg wear hahaha but this is just a tot… he wun wear one…

team building

2007-06-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

Just got home from team building today. Smthing like amazing race. All in all, I had a good time and my team won! Hahaha the reason why I wana blog abt this activity is because I felt so sad when foong told me what happened to her team.

The 1st clue, we have to run to tropical crops (an exhibit area) to find out the correct ans of some jumbled letters. With the correct ans, we have to go to Children’s world, playland to get out next clue. For those who have not been to zoo, children’s world playland is the furthest point from the entrance. My team was fast as I had 2 guys in my team. They ran pretty fast and motivated me and siti to run fast as well. Foong’s team is not so lucky. Her team is made up of:

· Foong
Team leader and I believed she is at least 90kg
· Yoon fong
Maybe around 70kg? goes to gym often. Wore sandals
· Sue
I believed she is bigger size than foong
· WJ
Warehouse manager who is >= 50 years old

They are called speedy wonder (SW). SW’s strategy is for foong to fetch her car while the rest of the team members go get the clue so that they can leave the zoo faster. Try imagine asking 2 ladies to run all the way to the tip of the zoo… they really cant make it. While sue is running towards tropical crops, she is oredi panting hard. She saw one of our dept intern (not involved in our team building) driving the buggy by. She asked her to give her a ride. Guess what? The intern actually rejected her saying: I cant, I have to go fetch Pauline. If she knows, she will scold me. Pauline is in the famous 5 team, whose team leader is our director! How can they summon someone not from their team to come with a buggy? I felt so sad when I heard this at the last checkpoint. The director who had set the rule that no one is allowed to drive a buggy around for non official or personal reason actually broke it. The intern, rejected someone who was having difficulties breathing just not to get scolding. What if sue faint? Given her size and her poor health, I wun be surprised if she did. In the end, sue took a long time to reach back entrance. While yoon fong walked bare footed as she cant run with her sandals. Foong felt heartbreak when she saw her team members working so hard which all she did was to fetch the car.

Nonetheless, they din turn out to be the last! In fact, the other director who took the buggy, left the zoo 1st, reach the 1st checkpoint turned out last.

Food for tots: would you leave smone in the lurch to save urself from scoldings? how you expect ppl to give u respect when u are breaking the rules u have set juz to win?

social responsibility

2007-06-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

As req by my dear fren, here I am, to fulfill my social responsibility.

Talking about this, sometimes I do wonder who r the people who r reading my boring blog. Who really cares if I update my blog since my life is never exciting compared to XX and LH. I dun get invited to special functions whereby I can see celebrities, neither do I club the hottest night spot in town. I dun feast as much as I used to be. I duno what can I blog about… maybe like I went to vivo city again? Anyway I really did go vivo yesterday wif mgg. Quite happy that he is willing to go shopping wif me and was pretty patient throughout… except he gets tired and wana have dinner b4 we continue. Anyway more like him shopping coz he got a pair of jeans and a polo tee while I onli got myself a visor. Yeah I wana act sporty!

How am I going to act sporty? I am going to ‘backpack’ to Cambodia. Basically I am bringing a backpack instead of luggage coz I dun have a medium size one. Either too big or too small. I just got myself a new pair of sneakers! Yeah another act sporty feat of mine. My old converse pair is like 6 yrs old! Hahaha still in pretty good condition coz I seldom wear except when I travel. But think the design is abit dated now hehehe

So much of the updates… I will see what I can blog again.

This is my social responsibility.

Wo Hui Hao Hao De

2007-05-31T09:57:00.001+08:00

There will alwiz be smone who had once taken your breathe and still got a hold of ur heart...

I am SYT no more!!

2007-05-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

If not for what happened yesterday, think I would have totally forgotten I was once an uncle-killer! Yesh! I was once an uncle-killer. Alwiz kana those guai peh peh on the streets when I was still a SYT (sweet young thing). Its been quite a few yrs so tot I had matured from SYT. Unfortunately no… argh kana another time yest.

Was waiting patiently for a cab to go work yest. Waiting since 10.35am but no cabs. Saw this car driving very slowly towards me. Was still cursing this car: why drive soooo slow, later block the cabs behind cannot see me how? The Nissan stopped in front of me and this uncle inside pointed to the front. To the is asking for directions so went towards the car. He winded down the window, uncle ard 40-50 years old with a damned bloody fako wig.
Uncle: where are you going?
Me: going to work
Uncle (trying to look cool with his fako wig): get up the car
Me: no thanks

So the uncle drove off. Damned fucking uncle! He thinks I am those liu ying he can find at outram/Chinatown mrt stations issit??? Liu ying will flock to bt batok. Asshole! Was damned pissed but was glad I din swear at him coz I wouldn’t know what he can do to me! I was standing at my hse opp which is quite ulu. Actually, if this happened to me a couple of years back, bet I would have swore at him liao. I was still a seasoned victim of salt wet uncles. Alwiz kana then so I tend to have bad impressions of uncles who get close to me. Some classic examples that I managed to recall on my cab journey to work yest:

1. meeting yu for KTv but she is perpetually late as usual. Was waiting at cityhall mrt so decided to go raffles city toilet. When I pushed the door open, notice there is this uncle (ard 50 years old, with specs) who is also pushing the door of the gents at the same time. When I got out of toilet, noticed the uncle was standing outside. After I walked passed him, he started to follow me around. To prove he is really following me, I went into the den mango now adidas. He went in too!! And started loitering around… me hid inside the fitting room till yu came and he was no longer in sight.

2. was going to my hse market, waiting to cross the roads. Was in tee, shirts and slippers. Heard a honk. Any kpos ard would be looking out at who is honking. Saw opp there is a merz. The uncle wind down his window and stick his tongue out at my direction! Damn…

The above are just some of the examples of me kana harassed by uncles. Please… stop me from going through all these ordeals! Had enuff liao and I AM NO LONGER A SYT!!

Aaron is coming to town!

2007-05-21T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hey L3, no $ to join u in this spree coz I going to be broke soon! Spend too much $ lately. Hope I will have some left for my darling Aaron Kwok’s concert! Yeah he is coming to town!! After so long since I missed his concert the last time coz I went korea. But he is back! Cant miss that anymore. And I actually got to know some kakis these few years who all share the same feelings for Aaron. We all like him since his dui ni ai ai ai bu wan days. I can still dance those moves! Hehehe performance strictly for mgg. He alwiz laff when I do those movements. BUT! I am serious in it ok!! I love Aaron and this he is indispensable in my life.

Anyway had a good sleep today. Damned tired after helping out at Yu’s wedding. Fun, but tiring. I was sooooooo tired that I saw a call today but I just cant bring myself to ans it coz I dun think I can concentrate.

Sorina asked me the person that I wana apologize issit DKWZ. Sorry but no, coz I dun think I ever owe him anything. Hehehe that post is just my personal apology. Since I cant tell that person in person, I shall do it this way. Probably to make myself less guilty bah… toking about WZ, I was clearing my friendster messages and saw this message I sent to him n years ago. If not for that message, I have totally forgotten that I used to be emotionally dependent on him. It is hard to recall now why would I wana message him den. Hahaha why cant I just call him ah? Duno oso but anyway hope he is doing fine now. Was telling XL that maybe he become a gay liao hahaha.

Ok back to my dvd watching. Just started on watching that ella and Wu Zhun show, hua yang shao nan shao nu. Yah I know I abit slow. Channel U finished long time but I only start now. Well, think I got no time for these shows not like Cat, she is good, alwiz watching the TVB shows… I think I shall juz stay on 1st to make my resume looks nicer…

p/s: sorina ah, it was me who mentioned abt social responsilbility, not Jasmine lah.

God, save rong-er from the shit she is in...

2007-05-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

Wonder why but doesn’t seem to be able to post anything at all… sigh so many things happened but unable to blog.

Just got my hp back. Think I am damned suayz bah… I have been going to Nokia care centre for the 7th time (if to and fro, I been there 14 times!!) for less than a year!

Anyway, here are some pics I would like to put up. Thanks L3, I kap po this from your blog.

Thank you L5 for organizing this BBQ. Its alwiz good to meet up with laoz for gossips, nuahing and not forgetting great food! L2 presented us with the goodest shit! Bbq golden mushroom wrapped with bacon. Yummy to the max! We met with coco, lucky and chewy Chia! 3 lovely dogs! Hahaha much better den rosie’s baby. Juz saw him last sat… scare scare…

Heres some other pics taken during phantom of the opera on 9th April.

Sorry

2007-05-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

Just wana say sorry to this person whom I believed I may have hurt. I know this apology may come abit too late, 7 yrs too late. I nv realized that I have such an impact on someone’s life before.

To be frank, you are someone of husband material whom I believed you will be very hot now! Dun be inferior ok! I’m sorry that I can’t say this in front of you now but this is how I feel now. Wish you all the best! Gambate!!

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We are dying...

2007-04-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

Was rather busy lately and things hasn’t been going the right way. Heard that my boss was rather unhappy with my work performance lately. To be frank, I feel that I suxx lately too… keep forgetting things. I myself was just as disappointed. So I must just jia you and make sure I start to perform again!

Was away from the ofc for 2 days for basic excel course the week before last. I felt it was a good break away from work. To get away from my boss so that I get lesser chances of making mistakes hehehe. Went with my colleague. Rather cute guy too bad got gf or else I cfm intro sorina! Hahaha younger den sorina but she can absorb all the young placenta from him. Anyway though he is young, he got rather interesting thinking. He may look aloof and young, like an ah boy. But I feel he is very goal oriented, know what he wants in life. He told me smthing which striked me: We are not living, we are dying actually. Indeed, we are all dying. So why live so hard and why life is hard on us? Sigh….

BTW, went to catch phantom of the opera on tues. Yup, waiting for junie to get back with the pictures. It was quite impressive coz of the effects which are very impactful as I was sitting at the 2nd row. Inspired me to catch more of such world class shows to upgrade my caliber hahaha.

Argh I wana change job!!

my life is so boring hahah

2007-03-31T02:05:00.000+08:00

met up with sorina and company just and its not that bad with 66.6% attendance. hahaha anyway its nice meeting up with them, doing what we enjoyed most: steamboat. not forgetting the gossips and all.

juz realised that my blog is not such an interesting blog to read... true enuff, i tok mostly on my personal feelings on my life, no gossips or scandals. maybe, yah, i admit, my life is boring. my current schedule is rh home 8pm, watch the show on channel 55, 9pm watch channel 49, shower then sleep at 11pm. my bro isnt at home and after what happened to ah mah made me realised how much i have neglected my parents and how much they have aged. while i am moving forward with my life, i had left them behind, whose life are slower in pace. maybe ah mah is even slower. i tried to come home earlier so as not to miss dinner. i tried watching channel 49 instead of 55 at 9pm coz my mama likes that show. i will watch and discuss with her. i tried not to reject my father's free rides to work in the morning even though i know he is going to nag, not abt me but my mama, bro or sis. i am planning treating my mama, sis and nephew (he is free actuali) to high tea one of these days in april. i duno if i am doing enough actuali. i duno if they can see my efforts and how much i have to put in, in order to make it happen. this means not having the luxury of time at work as i have to finish work faster in order to go home. but thats hard on me coz i realised i tend to get immediate headache and suffer from giddiness whenever i have to rush work. i've been sick for 2 weeks... sorry, im not trying to make myself sound pathetic... i am not reminding myself how much i have given inorder to get back the same amt... i am just telling myself that: ger, you have done ur best, you have made efforts. smtimes, it doesnt matter if they realised the efforts you put in. u see the smiles on their face, cutting fruits, saving soups and desserts in the pot for you, just opening her eyes... thats priceless...

thanks to mgg oso... my mood been rather swingy coz of the things happening and i have been sleeping earli everynite coz im sick and we cant chat on the phone that often. thank you for your patience for this period that i am going through. i foresee the worst has yet to come.

yah sorina was telling me, maybe i shld blog less about my life but entertainment news and gossips of yu. hahaha i shall try... but i hv been so busy and haven been blogging nor reading peeps blog. sorry folks i haven been reading ur blog but i still care for you all. L3, tell us how was the family dinner thingy! ok, i shall try to blog more often with more entertainment gossips like the current andy lau's bu xiao ger fan or guo xianni and tao dayu extramarital affair.

Escape

2007-03-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

When I was studying, I used to think I am able to handle stress and pressure pretty well. Maybe its becoz I never tend to take studies that seriously compared to work. Its till now that I realized that I can handle stress well, physically. Mentally, I am able to just smile and make my day better. However, my body been showing symptoms that I am not as strong as I think I am… it started last yr that I started to feel giddiness, the earth seemed to move. I told myself that maybe im juz tired and juz need some good rest. However, it became kinda default mode for me. Perpetual headaches and giddiness… my monitor will move when I read emails. I even tot its juz another ‘attack’ of my giddiness during the last earthquake.

Had this tot yesterday while on the bus that maybe its time I shld start looking for a new job. Told mgg abt this coz I feel if I were to stay on, I duno when I will faint at work. Also, my contract is ending soon… but I do enjoy my work even though I must alwiz be on the ball. It going to be 1 year and 1cycle for me.
· May-June holis event
· Aug parkhopper promo
· Sept sch holidays
· Children’s day
· World animal day
· Nov-Dec holis event
· CNY
· March holis
· Earth day in April
· World Gourmet Summit in April

I really think I have a lot to learn there coz I have juz started touching on ATL communications and haven touched on budgeting.

BTW, realized that I have been calling ppl (those PRCs I am working with for an exhibition) ‘stupid’. After scolding them, I will pick up my wallet, walk up to cheers and get myself my fav jolly tots or green tea marshmallow with ribena! hahah seems like these things make me happier. My luck been quite good oso… maybe coz I am very easily contented bah so little things make me happy. So come what may!! Jia you jia you jia you!!!

Hana Yori Dango Season 2

2007-03-06T22:57:00.001+08:00

Great insert song by utada, flavour of life. its great to know the person u love is under the same sky as you even if u 2 are far apart. time to fall in love again...

Hong Kong trip 2006 - HK Disneyland

2007-01-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

yeah finali arrived at disneyland HK! frankly, i have not visited any disneyland b4 nor the famous parks in goldcoast. so this disneyland is a totally new experience for me. very excited!

nice pic taken with pluto, yes this is pluto and not goofy! hahha think many ppl seems to get them mixed up. pluto is mickey's pet and goofy is mickey's fren. a pet dun wear clothes! hehehe thats how to differentiate. anyway think there isnt enuff mascot walking ard the parks. i onli manged to catch pluto, goody, chipmunks and mickey and minne but din go q for them coz they are too busy liao hahaha.
this the parade which we caught the 1st thing when we reach. i was fascinated manz! hehehe call me suah ku but i think its well co-ordinated and organised. b4 the show there will be some staffs who will go ard to cordon off the area. one thing i like is disney got no litter on the floor! hehehe exctly the same as a documentary i watched in poly on disney. hehehe totall clean... think maybe my food drop onto the floor i can pick up and eat. hehe...
hehe tian tang de jie di aka stairways to heaven. wheres my quan xiangyu?
we stayed till way past the closing timing of 9pm. think this shot is taken at ard 10pm bah when there isnt much ppl in disneyland. think we took our time shopping ard hehehe and dear juan saw michelle chia! hehehe not wif shawn chen though in the shops. hehehe i missed the star gazing opport coz i ran out to catch the fireworks which i think is very nice. if possible will post it up as well. duno how to post video clips yet... think will hve to ask rosie on this.
this is the train station of disney. think the nite shot is nicer den day. the whole train is decorated with disney related thingy. even the VO when u r heading back will tell you they are bringing you back to the modern real world of HK.

overall: it was a great experience and i cant wait to visit more disneys in other parts of the world!

Macau trip 2006 part 2

2007-01-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

yeah! its time to continue with my macau trip. here are some night life of macau.

this is taken at the newly open fisherman's wharf. quite a nice place i must say. got many restaurants. but in the end we decided to eat steamboat... yah in the cold outdoor. the steamboat is soso onli... but tried this satay sauce soup is smthing new. not too sure if sg got the same kinda soup base anot. eating steamboat in the cold is not bad hahha best if u have some chilled beer bah.

from left: Jolin, Juan and Genie the babes of UOB tucking in the steamboat. Jolin is the lady who played host by bringing us ard for a day. thanks alot! hahaha sorina was mesmerised by her beauty hehehe

heres some shots of the casinos in macau. the above is so-called the future of lisboa, owned by stanley ho, the father of josie ho, yes josie ho ld and l3 hahha the rocker during eason's concert. this casino apparently is still under renovation yet the lights are on. think they realli got nothing but $! below is the current aka present lisboa. inside not very fantas. according to sorina, it is somewhat similar to genting kinda casino... think she meant LC.

this is the newly open casino Whynn. think its a hotel as well. very grand inside i must say though i have not visited much casinos b4. went in to take their bottled water which is distributed free in all casinos in macau. there's alot of branded boutiques there as well. good alternatives for the peeps who had won lots of $.

after this day, i left for HK. i shall update on HK! overall, i feel macau is a nice place to visit if you are visiting HK as well or u r a gambler. else, there is nothing much there. BTW, the min bet there is SGD$20! expensive... even sorina din play at all surprisingly hahaha

Macau trip 2006 part 1

2007-01-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

yah think i maybe slow in posting the pics but here are some pics that i would like to share wif you all. finali, here i present the pics of Macau 2006. its hard to believe that i was there in 2001 with the same person, i.e. sorina and she had alwiz been complaining abt the ugly pics i took for her. finali got a chance to take some nice ones for her. anyway there are my pics :)

my 1st meal in macau. gong zai meen. i had the porkchop one but apparantly the chicken chop is nicer.

the famous jiang zhi zhuang nai aka ginger sauce hit milk. nice but strictly for peeps who can take ginger.

on our way to zhu hai. q-ing and we are damned high while waiting... juan kept reminding us to lye low...

finali crossed our way to Zhu Hai. dun ask me what is this tablet about coz i juz take w/o knowing hehehe

the famous macau da ma lu aka au men jie.

the zu jian yi ding musem at macau tower. think s'poreans not that fancy this brand anymore...

ruins of st paulo. a must see tourist spot in macau. thinking i'm a super model hehehe

duno whether its the restrictions of blogspot but i cant load anymore pics... looks like i shall do another part ok...

i'm so bored in the ofc and did this...

2006-12-28T09:19:00.000+08:00

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

i'm back

2006-12-28T08:48:00.000+08:00

heyhey! i'm back from my macau and HK trip. duno why think everyone is clearing leave. the ofc is sooooo quiet and cold maybe also because of the rainy season bah. everywhere i go it rained. hehehe it is good also coz i can blog! actuali what inspired me to blog is seeing one ofmy colleague blogging early in the morning. think she also nothing to do? hehehe

toking abt my HK trip, it was quite a happening and fruitful trip. rest assured i got ur almond biscuits l3 :) i took pics with jay and aaron of coz. and our dear bestest fren say the pic i took wif jay on msn, actuali called and ask if i changed new bf! hahaha think pic small so look as if its real. played with the video conference function wif him as well. hehehe its so funny and weird coz he boboly din pluck in his webcam so i realli duno where to look when toking to him. not much of a lag as well. hehehe maybe when mgg got internet can play that wif him.

toking abt mgg...duno what happened but he had been feeling insecured lately. maybe coz of my bochup attitude bah. sometimes one gets tired coaxing someone too... felt so bad towards him and is trying my best to make up to him yet think he is juz a little vindictive...

yah bestest fren told me he kept my pressies for me. thanks laoz! hehehe hope u guys enjoyed ur xmas party at tokkie hse. hope to see you all soon for NYE bbq!

which day is the 1st day of the week?

2006-12-11T00:48:00.000+08:00

this is a very controversial qns... was arguing with mgg over this bobo qns. anyway doesnt matter... i am leaving for a holiday NEXT Monday and that's it. period.

hehehe anyway i got myself a new lappie! so happy coz its a decision made 3 mths ago and i finali put it into action... the delay coz i wana get the best deal at some computer shows. so for the past 3 mths, i have been reading hardwarezone religiously. whenever possible, i will kup po Digital Life from my corp comms mgr (she's known for being fierce... scare scare). all has ended. now i can go back to my darling flowerpod hehehe gota catch up on that to read more about macau and HK. Felt this trip is very unorganised. i din even had an itinenary planned out at all. asked juan to do it but i seriously doubt she will. anyay i onli had 3 things on my agenda:

go to the peak see my aaron kwok (congrats for getting best leading actor in Golden Horse award my dear! u r simply great! better den some bobos who starred in >200 movies and yet not to achieve whatever u had gotten)
go to disneyland (yah i know HK disney isnt that great. but since you are there why not rite? hope i dun meet with those rowdy PRCs who shit ard.... opps)
visit my auntie (to be exact, she is my grand auntie but too used to calling her beau gu ma. the last time i went she still treat me and sor dim sum. but think now she is too old to walk ard. hope i will be able to visit her again after this time wif my father)

was discussing with juan and sor about what to wear to HK. apparently our dear sor wana go there and fashion show, to display the wide array of winter wear she has collected throughout the years. she got burberrys scarf, trench coat for all seasons and not forgetting boots. she is really all set to be sammi there. juan says no boots will lose 'say' one. hahaha okok i can finali put my boots into use liao... i got from taiwan then but duno when i can wear. l3 was asking when would i wear when i bought in taiwan... my ans is wedding dinner. even i told juan we can go HK buy boots to wear for wedding dinners in sg hahaha but i think nowadays gers in sg oso wearing boots! hehehe but i bet it will be damned hot wearing in sg...

going back to sleep liao... watching chelsea and arsenal match... bestest fren cfm will wan Arsenal to win rite? hehehe

the fateful pic

2006-11-05T02:56:00.000+08:00

duno what got over me... got sort of emotional... was reading the papers and saw the article on ah hao. saw the glamourous shot he took before his death penalty. i cant help but tears juz rolled down. shant put the pic here coz even today i see the pic in wo bao, i was like on verge again.

i understand that he deserves it coz he took away a 9 year old ger's life. but if we were to look at him from a different stand. he is someone who is going to die and taking his last photo shoot in life. he was all dressed up and all smiles, even though he knew this is gota be the last time he get to wear blazer shirt and tie. he seems all ready for it, to amend for his wrongdoings... cant help but feel pity for him...

me been fickle lately. got a black ipod coz i wana be uniform with my hp. when i reach the apple store, i cant help but to feel uncomfortable abt the fact i got a black ipod. understand why now... ipod looks better in white (to me) and i shldnt try so hard for everything to look black and sleek... so fickle rong-er went to change into a white ipod :) fickle rong-er oso changed her mind abt the model of lappie she wana buy. from asus to HP. come to realise that im too old to be fickle. if onli i can turn back time say 2-4yrs back, maybe i would have tried more things. now opportunity strikes but think auntie me cant afford to lose anymore... time is definitely my worst enemy...

rong-er stays in a moving castle

2006-11-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

i had a good dream the night before. dreamt that i was in my kitchen telling my mama im going hk. den i went to look out of the window, instead of seeing the usual field in reality, i am seeing those red bricked rooftops with owls srructures and my hse is moving!! just like howl's moving castle. it may seem to be a simple dream, but duno for what reason it made my day :)

today i went to vivo city

2006-10-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

i was requested/ordered to post smthing here today. i seriously got nothing to blog abt. its still the same old thing... nothing much happened. i am pretty occupied with getting a lappie which is going to cost me a fortune. i am oredi starting to eat grass now. coz of it, i am delaying my plans to study a course. maybe its good oso, for me to think more b4 comitting to study again. and coz of it, i cant realli go oversees this yr.

would realli love to go for a short trip this yr. but cant find kakis. maybe i shld go myself? bali? bkk? short trip bah coz wana save more $$ for next yr japan trip. seriously... i wish i can join ld for europe but think its realli too way off for me... its been my dream to visit prague. too bad, mgg cfm wun wana visit wif me... at least i have a goal to work towards to :)

btw, think foong is able to discharge tml. so happy for her. went to pray for her yest. duno since when, i started to go pray pray whenever i have some problems. even my mama was thinking whats wrong wif me. maybe its relly true, when you r helpless, the onli thing u can do is to pray. this remind me of a "joke" someone told me in my seconday days. there is this guy who wana grow tall. he ask his tall frens how to get taller. they suggested for him to play bball. so he tried. he went to play bball everyday got himself all tired but still in vain. so he went back to his fren again and ask them: is there any way i can get tall w/o working out? the ans they gave him is: ask god. though this was a joke my fren told me, teasing his fren. but i feel its very true. if u nv try, no one can help you. u can onli help yourself and there is no free lunch in this world... but of coz... u can alwiz ask god for more directions...

i have completed my assignment miss chiu. thank you :)

Glad to have you with me

2006-10-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

yest was quite a happening day for me. happening in a good way i feel.

attended a wedding dinner wif mgg and surprisingly saw my Cousin there. glad to see he is still the same old cousin. dunno how is he doing at home but who knows it may be a blessing with disguise? during the wedding, mgg told me smthing... the thing that i have nv told any one. it is the thing that had made me feel inferior all these years. i have nv mentioned that to any one. coz of it, i am unable to be confident in front of others and alwiz feel im at a losing end. maybe its the leo in me that i have nv mention this b4. but he actuali realise that in me. thanx mgg... for knowing me. sorry that i alwiz feel that you duno me. maybe its you know me too well liao thats why u dare to say those harsh words to me...

found a good fren back. brought back memories from 3 years back. no matter what happened... wana tell you: glad to find you back! u r still my special and cherished frens no matter what happened.

i think im realli blessed ger, with all my good frens, mgg, family and laoz. thanx everyone... i will learn to count my blessings!

so many things happened, so little updates

2006-09-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

think its been more than a mth since my last update. actuali not realli so busy till i got no time to update but just tot that my life is juz too insignificant to tell others. but come to think abt it, this blog is meant for ppl who may for interested in whatever happened to my life and most of all, for myself. a record of events that happened that i would like to remember in case my pea brain hard disk dun have enuff memory to store them all.

juz 'celebrated' mgg bdae at devils on sat. duno whether to say if i got a good time coz to me its more of a kinda routine. bdae they will go chong and my duty is to take care of mgg if he got drunk. of coz i had some fun in the guess-what-colour-is-her-undies activity. Lionel's idea but anyway i had that in mind all the way. believed that gers wear short skirts are meant for ppl to see anyway. if not, why wonder to dress up? at 1st he still tot not many ppl will turn up coz its kinda last min thingy coz he's busy wif his auntie's wake. anyway think not bad, was counting myself just now, almost like 20 peeps turn up. maybe my bdae oso dun have so many ppl bah hahaha.

toking abt his bdae... cant help but to think of yq. if he is ard, probably he will be busy taking pics of everyone having fun. duno whether he is having fun inside anot. even though maybe to him, im juz his good fren's gf, i cant help but to feel smthing for him. i mean sad of coz hahaha. i cant help but to think if mgg had realised his intentions earlier, would we be able to stop him in time to make another mistake. 7.5 yrs and 24 ratan... not easy. i wonder how long he will take for each cane. heard from bro it takes 3 mths to recover. mgg was pretty harsh at 1st when he knew abt it. i tot he will be sad... but maybe he juz din wana show it out bah. to a certain extent, i do agree wif his thinkings... that yq should learn his mistake and not to commit such offence again. maybe thats me, i tend to like to blame myself in things rather den to blame others. coz i alwiz believe in every matter, takes 2 hands to clap. maybe we could have offer him more concern? of coz, believe that he was the one who seek concern and attention from some others... hope he is doing well inside. duno whether he will learn his lesson this time. still too earli as it will be another 7 years b4 i were to see him again. wonder what will happen den but i wish him all the best and do take care...

mgg's auntie death came as something sudden to me also. i have met with her think 2 times. during her wake, den i realised something: it is during ur death den ppl will start to show concern abt you and judge you; if you had a good life or a bad life. duno why but this funeral i felt more than the last one for mgg's uncle. i kept thinking abt how will i be able to handle deaths. i seriously dun think i can do it. hehehe think duno tok too much on this topic. i get emotional abt it hahaha

my work been better i feel. sort of like got the hang of things. hope this will go on longer bah.

btw, i am having plans to get myself a lappie and ipod! hahaha working towards the IT ger sia. had plans on changing my room furniture once i get the lappie... show u all my room pic once its all done... duno how long it will take but think shld be by end of the yr.

harlow im back!

2006-08-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

hahaha its been such a long time since i last have an entry. been realli busy.. wif work and wif life.

my work, as usual, has been taking much of my time. im realli feel sorry towards mgg coz he is very free lately but i have no time to accompany him. come to think of it, looking at l3's blog, i oso have this blog for > 1 yr. she was the one who influenced me to have this blog. and when i started this blog, it was the times i had bad times wif mgg. glad everythings over and we r doing well. thank you mgg... i must say i can realli see ur efforts for the past 1 yr.

BTW, i got my diving license... rather half gotten coz left wif the theory. it was realli a very fun experience! u guys can refer to L3's blog for the pics...

suddenly duno what to write leh... hahaha doing uzap... maybe another day when i got more time to slowly blog bah...

opps so im onli 18?

2006-06-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

鑑定結果您的精神年齡18歲
與您實際年齡差-8歲
幼稚度40％
成熟度50％
老化度8％

hahaha duno whether its good or bad hahaha

What an Article

2006-06-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

My printer msn me this morning to inform me of the article above. sigh... realli feel sad that this issue is now made know to the whole world. to think i was juz telling serene that who is the bobo that went to tell BT abt this, during lunch, reporter from zaobao called and asked me for "inside information". to be frank, though i have left, i still wana protect the company w/o lying. so i told him whatever that was reported was true and i left coz i wana seek better prospects; as for why others left, they mostly went into travel related industry which who noes may pay better. really sad to see the company in such situation. from 60 employees to now, i think my fingers will be good enuff. realli hope they will come dong shan zai qi. even for miss betty... i feel wu nai for her. she is of certain age, english not very good and not proficient in computer. it is very difficult for her to find a new job. glad that cousin left the company though. but can feel his heart is still there. think even mine is still there. yah i admit, the company din treat me well... but its the bobo boss... my colleagues were GREAT!

anyway think i haven blog for damned long... started work at my new work place. its great i must say coz i get to see animals everyday. i especially enjoy the elephants, otters and orang utans. very theraputic seeing them actuali. of coz... work is hard i feel. it wasnt easy for me coz im not those sort who r into building r/s wif those high ranks. i like to stay where i am and do my work. of coz... my work wasnt very competent. cant help but to blame my previous company. last time i am realli an executer... they tell me do what i just do. dun bother give suggestions coz we got no $ to carry them out. now, im expected to give suggestions in everything i do. cant juz throw an email to my boss and ask her: please assist or for your action. still adjusting but think i am slowly seeing some light and improvements. jia you!!

will keep my blog updated as much as i could... been busy but think after june shld b ok...

BTW l3, diving how ah? hahaha

life goes on

2006-04-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

hehehe i know i have been loboing at home doing nothing, but it seems like my nothing din include updating my blog. coz u see, im a big big lobo nowadays. many-a-times i type halfway and i decided that i shld juz settle in my cosy bed beside me instead. like what mgg says today: u think everyone like you ah? stay at home and sleep sleep sleep onli. i agree lah that i have been sleeping abit too much. but hor my eye rings getting darker and darker! damn...

anyway today wanted to go blading but it rained the whole day! bro told me that its juz an excuse for me to sleep more. but hey! im serious when it come to sports ok! hahaha i know its abit late that i started this sporty spirit in me now considering that i used to hate exercising soooo much. imagine: when i did my 2.4km run in sajc, i was the last person! my classmates (who have rested enuff coz they finished earli) actuali came and run wif me to encourage and motivate me during my last lap! not onli so, i choose SP over Ngee Ann base on one deciding factor, SP got no PE! i oso been thinking how come i got sudden interest in sports? issit coz of mgg coz he bball and vball everyweek? i dun think so leh coz i took up sports which he is not keen at all! issit realli too old to be a sporty ger ah? i see young lassies in those adidas, rip curl shops i feel im so out of place u know. nmind lah doesnt matter. almost gave up my skating actuali. but mgg lah say i not committed one. hehehe im not lah... i think i shldnt stop. coz i like in the middle of nowhere. if ppl ask whether i know how to skate, i ans no i like doing a disservice to my coaches. if i ans yes, i think im juz trying to act pro. so i decided to continue.

anyway looking forward to tml steamboat! seems like we keep havin steamboat. hope i can fill myself wif more activities b4 i start work bah...

2006-04-10T13:53:00.000+08:00

My true color is Brown!

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

i have finali moved on!

2006-03-26T17:33:00.000+08:00

yeah today is 26th march and i hereby declare i have officially left that bobo company of mine. actuali my last day was 17th but out of goodwill, i decided to help them out from tues to fri coz its NATAS. i believed this is the best one can do liao. this is what i call ren zhi yi jing! i realli feel sooooo happy that i got out of the shit. but of coz whats sianz is i gota be at home listen to my mama nags! this is what i cant stand. if i go out too often she will nag oso... well, hope can find a job soon.

anywa, as some of you may know, i got an interview tml! hahaha i wana blog here coz its realli very interesting! 1stly, i sent my resume last yr when i quite my previous previous job. now den they call (mgg says they damned efficient). 2ndly, this company sells pregnancy test kits! 3rdly, the company is call CORK international... these 3 pts made this job sound so damn wrong! but anyway, no harm going for interview oso what... onli waste time and $ on travelling. will update u guys soon on my interview k!

BTW, yest i passed by cityhall mrt and saw this ad: lose ur hp, lose your privacy. must be our dear fren propaganda again... bobo campaign... must be an aftermath of the NYP-Tammy-the-ah-lian saga. actuali i feel tammy is a damned victim of this whole incident. not saying i encourage whatever she is doing... but why everyone's attention is on the victim and not the person who started to post the video clip online? u mean she can get away scot-free? thats so wrong and sinful of whatever she had done! im not sure whether our society can condone pre-marital sex but im sure our society shld nv condone vindictive acts of the big bobo! now come up wif this campaign, juz wana make tammy a laffing stock... sigh... i feel sad for her actuali. she is afterall juz a teenager. why we wana be so harsh on her? does it mean she will be sterotyped as a pornstar? BTW, she oredi become one... more famous den fann wong and annabelle chong in the regional market... poor ger...

updates

2006-03-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

well wanted to update my blog long ago but realli no time! actuali wana go and sleep liao. den l4 ask hws l3 and sailormoon. makes me realised its been a long time since i go read ur blogs. no one realli update oso hahaha except our dear rosie :)

ok lets make it a snappy one coz i wana sleep... tml got travel fair (typing damned fast now). as i mentioned to some of u... maybe my boss wouldnt wan me to stay on oso. coz i make a blunder... theres this ad featuring our rdshow on 26th. duno why come out become 28th. coz i din check properly. yah its my fault in some ways took it for granted coz this ad was supervised by mag herself. who would noe she would have overlooked that as well? not pushing blame on anyone anyway... its long over. coz of this bobo blunder, i had another fair on 28th to entertain those bobos who read the ad. surprisingly, there are realli a few bobos that come after reading the papers! OMG! hahaha dun believe got ppl purposely come my fair. tot my company the name oredi quite smelly.

anyway after this incident i oredi quite set to leave the company. actuali was abit half-hearted coz tot maybe i shld help till NATAS. but... the lady that i mentioned b4 call betty wah lauz keep finding faults wif me lately... n our dear johnson still say me why i step onto her toes... wah lauz why not ask her why she keep stepping onto MY toe! i know she nv like me coz i nv tried to curry favour her oso. i know she is old bird and quite respected in the company coz she has direct contact wif my big big boss. but... WHO CARES! everytime juz go mag and complain abt me... angry! nmind lah i wana leave this company and THATS IT!

i have tendered!

2006-02-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

bet many of you have heard me mentioned that i wana tender for quite some time but i nv seem to do it. anyway, i have juz done it on 18 Feb 2o06. even mgg was surprised that i did it. coz i alwiz say but nv do. anyway i felt good after tendering. took me smtime b4 i come to a decision. actuali i wana tender but wana find job 1st. in the end haven find and i tendered.

here's a recap of the events leading to the resignation and the aftermath of it.

as mentioned earlier, i haven rec my pay for quite some time. the bobo company promised will give 2 mths on 15th Feb. i waited for 15th. however, its to my disappointment. they apologised and say will give the next day. however, next time onli give one mth and nv bother to explain after it why onli 1 mth instead of 2mths as promised. as you guys oso noe, i made noise when i din get my pay b4 CNY. accounts dept, counter and me all made noise except for operations dept which i tot they r juz too guai. who noes after that, they mass resignation. most of the exes position resigned. horrible manz. i hear liao i scare... wah lauz they faster den me manz! i was caught in a dilemma coz i was determined to leave if i dun get my pay. who noes, get 1mth... in the middle of nowhere. den operations realli li hai, made me duno what to do. like i leave when the company needed ppl most. i tried toking to cousin abt his opinion. he dun seem very positive abt the company. den this bobo mag oso realised my attitude hasnt been good so like monitoring me. see i chat wif colleagues will ask me do this do that. sigh cant stand it. so i finali decided to throw my letter on sat. went to check its a good day to throw rather den a monday coz sat means my last day is a friday. hehehe rope johnson in oso. aiyah he got sidelines so of coz dun mind tendering. den mag spoke to me abt it yest. well... as expected, she has nothing to make me stay. she is juz as clueless abt the company's directions as anyone. told me alex will speak to big big boss to cfm his dedication for the company. nv gave mag any definite ans... but told her that big big boss gota show some sincerity coz so many ppl leaving... sick of not getting pay... in fact, duno when i will get my jan's pay oso.

well... recently, feel so bad. been mistaken. learnt not to be a kpo. juz be happy and bother abt my OWN life thats it! hehehe

the very day bestest fren left

2006-02-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

he left to continue his studies on 15th Feb 2006 - the day my company promised that will pay me my 2mths worth of salary. of coz, it turned out to be a disappointment. worst of all, i think i was realli stupid to fall prey to someone's trap. making a fool out of myself. think there are juz too much politics ard and i nv wanted to get involved at all. realised that despite all my efforts in working hard for the travel fair, no one seems to appreciate me. im not asking for credits actuali... but cousin told me there are ppl in the ofc who dun like me. and i jolly well noe why. dun compare me wif fern. i m not as pro management as her. i may have more attitude den her. but pls spare some tots for me. im working hard for the travel fair, doing charity for the workload of 2 persons. i believe i had done enuff to justify the amt im getting. i duno how to make betty happy; i duno how to get ard with mag; i have no experience in handling events. but one thing i noe for sure is, i alwiz try very best in doing every thing. i m responsible for things within my jobscope. i noe my attitude suxx lately coz i din get any pay. i did not take away the mac for any selfish reasons. i juz tot maybe i can save it. in the end... i seem to be the joke of the company. realised that the older i get, the more vindictive i get. finali realised that theres no pt staying in this company. it had nv treated me well anyway. i decided i shldnt treat it well oso. but i noe smthing, my evilness alwiz come too late. if its others, bet they have oredi done alot. this is what i like most abt myself. i alwiz wana be good to everyone. i nv wanted to treat anyone bad. thanx cousin for all your encouragement. juz when i seen to lost all the confidence in myself, ur words made me realised i shldnt think so lowly of myself. i have my strengths. one day i will get stronger yet remain happy.

the day bestest fren left, my com seems to noe and throw tantrums. he will be back soon u know... to see a stronger and happier bestest fren!

End of CNY Curse

2006-02-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

yeah! CNY had juz ended yest and i think i sort of 88% recovered. Suffered alot during this period. got lotsa work to do, gota cope wif my sickness and the side effects of the anti biotics. glad all came to sort of an end wif the end of CNY.

well... yah i had alot of work to do, cover 2 persons work and sick and no pay. was damned angry wif the company actuali. ppl told me i shld ask for a pay raise. but me is a very realistic person. i know my capabilities. they gimme $10k a mth oso no use unless plastic surgery includes adding extra limbs and brains. they promise 15th will get pay. hope so manz... took off on 16th liao. if pay nv come, i shall seriously consider AWOL!

looking forward to meeting laoz tonite. been quite smtime since we last met up. miss u guys sooooo much manz! heard l3 got a gossip to share manz. hahaha she very smart put in her blog to creat suspense! oso sad that my dear bestest fren gota leave on 15th back to aussie. this time round din realli get to see him much. but glad that he is a happier man (at least i think so?).

tml is vdae! yeah! i duno what i yeah-ing for oso coz nv got to realli celebrate wif mgg. last yr its CNY, mgg and me spend in a clinic... he brought me to see doc. this yr, he maybe gota do proj. abit disappointed i must say but nmind lah. wana wish all my frens a happy vdae! for those wif dates, rem to blog on hw u guys spend vdae k.

the CNY curse!

2006-02-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

yah as much as i expected, I AM SICK AGAIN. best of all, im down wif the same sickness as last yr. duno what issit called but think its a kinda serious throat infection that will be followed with on-off fever and body aches that need strong and expensive antibiotics. the bobo company doc actuali called my company and say the med will cost $41 and need their permission. CRAP! sigh i dun realli care lah. juz find that its juz my luck that im sick again though i been taking precautions like drinking lotsa water. doc says my immune system down thats why i m prone to these kinda infection and even ask whens the last time i kana this. think she realli smart can see i alwiz kana this but its alwiz CNY! too bad me gota work... travel fair coming up and i cant afford to be sick so i can onli fight for more rest now. going to sleep now. tml going ofc later coz i wana sleep... think i need more rest bah! JIA YOU AH! U WILL BREAK THE CURSE (one day)!

Happy Chinese New Year!

2006-01-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

heyhey! yeah its CNY! bet everyone must be damned happy abt CNY coz can get ang baos. but me beg to differ. in fact, i dun like (can i say hate?) CNY. the reason why i dun like CNY coz i dun like to ge siao say gong hei fatt choy to relatives i barely even noe and see juz to get ang baos. nah not my kinda thing. oso, ALL relatives will ask the same qns.

1. what level r u? primary what liao ah? woah so fast secondary sch liao ah.
2. which secondary sch ah? aiyoz neighbourhood ah? express or normal? tot ur papa say u very smart? how come nv go special stream? how come nv go SAP sch like ur sis?
3. which jc u go ah? how many pts for ur sch prelims?
4. when going uni ah? wana study local uni or overseas one?
5. got bf anot? why nv bring bf come? dun bluff lah no bf.
6. when getting married? how come every yr bring diff bf come ah?

i cant tahan their qns manz... nothing in depth... so superficial.anyway thats for my case of coz. so since the age of 17, i stop going to pai nian. but i think this had become a curse for me. for the past few yrs, i alwiz fall sick during CNY! and mind you, its big illness that can last from 2nd day to last day of CNY! sianz rite? i oredi dun like CNY and now coz of the curse, i feel i realli got no fate wif CNY.

anyway, the reason why i wana blog coz i wana show u guys my cute little nephew isaac! he came my hse during reunion dinner. boy he realli grew up alot! lasy yr he still need ppl to carry him ard and hardly can take any solid food. now, he even enjoys sweeping the floor!

tml we going to eat dim sum and me going to take more pics wif this cute little nephew of mine! yah wana show u guys my bed! nothing to hao lian but u noe though i got no $ to buy new clothes for CNY, i will buy for my bed. i think i got a thing for bedsheets bah.

STOP HAUNTING ME!

2006-01-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

today was a terrible day at work! i was totally fully haunted by my creditors! its NOMB lor but coz im the contact person so im getting all the shit! fucking hell call my hp non-stop and still ge siao use ofc num call so that i wun recognise the number. theres this particular one from AKxxx company call A wah lauz cannot make it! he been calling me since last week. i told him i will check for him for the payments. today call again in the morning. i again use my newly-mastered tai-chi 18 style tell him i will check and get back to him. of coz, my new tai-chi style does not include reverting back. so i conveniently din call him back. who noes this fucker bombard my hp. i, being understanding of his current situation, was kind enuff to sms that im in the midst of a lunch appt with SPH --> side track: had yu sheng and bao yu! but its juz quality no quantity. i come back 2 hrs i hungry liao. den i realise theres no MEAT/RICE/NOODLES in the whole 8 course lunch! WTF! no wonder i so hungry... cherriene is a carnivore u noe, she no meat cfm die one! den the bobo guy sms me that he quarelled wif his a/cs side coz they think he nv work. when i come back from the appt, i see an email which was addressed to his a/c and copy me. he says he been calling me, smsing me etc but i nv ans. he will come down to my ofc to look for me and get an ans for them. wah lauz, i see this i scared!! 1st thing went to find cousin but HE TOOK HALF DAY LEAVE. damn... so i chop chop go to my counter and tell them if anyone come and look for me, call and ask me.

ok the point abt the above is not that im trying to shun from my work responsibilities. to be frank, its not mine but the a/cs. but the thing is, this bobo andrew is a damn loser! i share the same sentiments with his a/c dept that he doesnt work. fern been working with him for quite smtime and nv see him b4. and i onli managed to see him once coz his DO we din chop <-- bet if no chop he cannot get commission or he wun be so good lat come and ask me chop. this bobo ask him for invoice will take very long. he is not efficient in his work at all. to be frank, i dun think he is interested in his job. i called him a couple of times and i feel he is juz out there skiving playing billard! see his lips, i bet he is one hell of a smoker! the thing is , prior to all these haunting i oredi dun like him. he has been blacklisted by me actuali. if not his phone is cheap, i tell you i wun wana buy from him manz. he is juz like a sales coordinator den sales exe. i call him and order den he carry out the order. no interest in building up good rapport in this account at all. i think ppl of this name all got prob one! another supplier that guy oso same name oso kana blacklisted by me. its another long story though... but come to think of it... my illusion guy if u still rem, he oso same name... ok lah give this name some credits. but I WILL NOT NAME MY SON THIS NAME LOR!

ok enuff of my complaints. think i becoming like xxxx like what L3 says. opps die liao how ah? but at least i nv go thru NS b4 lor. BTW, the mood now in the ofc is damned sucky manz! everyone got no mood to work, including myself. today seriously wana take MC but got 2 appts. den think fri i shall take since my designer and my GM both on leave. who noes that bobo johnson oso take leave. which means the whole dept onli got me working on tt day! sianz sianz sianz luckily i got yq and ah boi wif me for me to kah jiao and chat wif or else... sigh. when will my pay come ah? i no $ but i still buy bah kua for mgg. but its the shrunk version this yr. no $ lah bo bian.

rong-er wana blog TOO

2006-01-21T11:20:00.000+08:00

yah its a saturday. been a long time since i come back and work on a saturday (lets not tok abt last sat coz i come back base on goodwill and juz wana make sure my leave is approved). dragged myself out of the bed today. i slept earli yest but cant help to feel tired today. duno what happened. maybe my body been conditioned in such a way that sat and sun will auto be tired unless i wake up after 11am?

come office oso sianz... no mood to work. went to cousin's ofc to chat wif him.i think he got his own frustrations abt work as well. think we r all frustrated bah. CNY is coming and our pay is delayed w/o any memos. cherriene is angry liao... i will go and shoot an email shld i not rec any pay by next week! was still telling mgg that i got no $ to buy him bah kua this yr! its damned pathetic u noe. lets not tok abt bah kua, i dun even have $ to top up my farecard yest. my nets been rejected at smrt as well as watsons. the worse is my bobo sis still come and inform me today is METRO SALE! wah lauz! my powder is running low... time to stock up liao manz! luckily i stock up my fancl cleanser during isetan sale <-- when i still have some $. i think i can realli feel the morale of everyone being very low. think i going to reach my limits soon... dun feel like working... juz wana sleep and thats it!!

rong-er wana blog!

2006-01-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

yah i noe now its working hrs and i got lotsa work piling up for me to do. still...

rong-er WANA BLOG!

yeah yeah yeah im shouting coz i think my working life is sucking a whole big time! finali its my turn to complain after me complaining abt my colleagues complaining <-- see previous post. u noe what? maybe i should do a bit of self introduction here.

rong-er:
is a ger who loves to sleep <-- aim to sleep at least 7hrs a day
got 4 limbs and one pea brain that seems to be getting more and more scattered
wana buy some new year clothes and shoes coz mgg is complaining she got no fashion sense
wana spend time wif mama to go do new yr shopping so that everyones happy
wana buy a new tv, curtains, tv rack etc ie to do up her room into smthing more cosy and more cherriene
hopes smone has more time for her so that she dun need to keep waiting for approval
been doing lotsa calculations. not her pay of coz... but media budget

basically i feel that rong-er has no time and no $. noe why? she is now doing the work of 2 person and there seems to be no one who can help her share her workload. also, rong-er hasnt got her pay and new yr is coming! i realli feel so sad for rong-er smtimes u noe... theres so much she wana do and she can do better yet she onli got 24hrs a day and she needs 7hrs of sleep (btw she oredi cut down to 5-6hrs) and she got no $. i would suggest rong-er to start to have some savings and look for better prospects. maybe rong-er can go look for yu or juan to do sm financial planning for herself. idea sia! rong-er can be a happier person u noe... she was once very happy. actuali, not saying that she is not happy, but i believe she can be happier if things go smoothly for her. BTW, heard rong-er this yr fan tai sui! sigh... like i alwiz say: when God wans u to be suayz, he will go all out to make u suayz... yah btw, i oso realised rong-er been doing lotsa monologue lately... LIKE NOW!

the 1st 2 weeks of 2006

2006-01-13T09:24:00.000+08:00

today, someone commented that i look as if im dead... true enuff... maybe i have lost the energy to look refreshing everyday. its juz so tiring. but i chose to blame it on the weather as its easier to get away with it. no point telling them what the hell is happening to me coz does it realli matter to do? can they help me? i seriously doubt so.

one thing i have learned abt yr 2006 is: it doesnt pay to be a KPO. yah, nv be a kpo unless its u got too much kponess in ur body to be release out. or else, juz keep it inside. tried to make things easier but in the end, ppl dun seem to appreciate what i have done and make me feel im juz a kpo and it doesnt pay. maybe to you the tix belong to him. but maybe coz im the one who has been following up so i feel more for the pair of tix. i juz wana fully utilise the tix so that everyone is happy. in the end, maybe onli that bobo gets happy coz he managed to pick shit. to you, im juz being a plain kpo. fine, i shall wash my hands off from this matter. let u guys settle it. its NOMB anyway why shld i bother... in the end onli get myself misunderstood and hurt. din enjoy the ikea trip coz of that. maybe i was wif the wrong company bah... going ikea is abt the shopping experience. u can go in for hrs and come out empty handed. yet the inspirations on how to deco ur hse will definitely make the trip a fruitful one. stop counting in the cost of going ikea... there are many things in life which u cannot measure wif $.

think i finali noe whats wrong wif us. its our conflict management method. im more of collaboration and compromise; urs is avoidance. maybe its time to tok to xl... smtimes i need a pair of listening ears and not hearing ears...

btw, yest i gave my blog add to 2 persons, Mr AT and Mr Cousin. i duno how often will they be visiting my blog. anyway, i oso duno who have been reading it either. juz feel that this is a channel for me to jot down my tots. Cousin ask me whether i have been trueful in my blog entries, am i scare that ppl read abt my inner tots. i told him that if u got this bad habit like picking ur nose, would u blog abt it and let everyone noe? i think i have been very trueful in my entries. i feel for every word i say here. but of coz, i will tend to avoid to mention sensitive issues here coz i think maybe those issues r not meant to be shared.

finali my new yr resolutions for 2006!

2006-01-10T11:56:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah finali i got the time to think abt what i have done in yr 2005 and make resolutions for yr 2006. heres a simple recap of my happenings in 2005:

1. i have managed to achieve 2 main things which i was unable to do for the past 25 yrs of my life... the 1st is I managed to differentiate LEFT and RIGHT! to many of you it may seem like an easy task since young... but me was unable to do so

2. i have learned how to swim! yeah this is another achievement! yah i duno how to swim since young but duno what happened, i finali got the courage to go and learn this life skill. to me, its a great challenge coz its hard to imagine this 25 yr old ger in the middle pool learning how to "bend, kick and close".

3. i must credit my ability to diff left and right to picking up driving. i got my driving license and the whole process was a memorable one... to think im such a bobo, laff when i failed and cried when i passed. anyway its all over and i got my license!

4. like l3, i attended the 1st Laoz wedding held this yr on 26th Feb 2005. it was a very fun experience and i bet everyone gota remember it esp our dear tiffy woke up fully dressed for another wedding dinner.

5. i think 2005 is oso the yr i travelled the most. i went to china (shanghai, suzhou, hangzhou, nanjin and wuxi) with my family in april. it was supposed to be a tour cum find relative trip. we din managed to find my relative but i bet my father is very happy that he finali got to go shanghai where our ancestors came from. in november, i went to taiwan wif l3! it was a very fun experience coz its a free and easy. we managed to taste many goodies! not forgetting turkey in dec which i was the tour leader. its my 1st experience as a tour leader and i saw snow for the 1st time too! damned bloody cold there and i started to appreciate sg's weather.

6. i quit that bloody old job of mine and started work in this new job. i feel im like jumping from one shit to another... but think the shit is getting better. shld i change job again, hope i can upgrade to smthing better den shit. hehehe

7. learned this magical phrase from xl: "if you cant put down ur pride for the person u luv, there is no one else worth for you to do that".

8. cant think of anymore now... will update shld there be any..

anyway i hope to achieve the following in yr 2006:
1. learn how to dive! get my diving license!
2. pick up a new skill. was thinking of taking up some design courses to value add myself.
3. be a happier ger. not saying im not happy now, but hope that i will be a better person and learn more things!
4. learn to be more contented. i feel im a pretty easily contented ger... but i hope i can cherish all i have now better...
basically, i wana be a better person as age catches up...

May 2006 be a GREAT yr for my families and all my frens and laoz!

a note b4 my new year resolution

2006-01-04T15:47:00.000+08:00

Actuali i wanted to do a retrack on the events or happenings for me in year 2005 after seeing what our dear l3 had done. but i told her, i cant think of any yet. anyway i shall post that soon once i managed to recollect all my evil-doings in 2005. juz wana complain abt some things that happened in office which i seriously cant stand.

i know that my company is not doing so well nowadays. as many of you know, my company alwiz nv pay me on time. to many of my frens out there, they dun understand why i still wana work in this company that dun pay on time. to be frank, i feel that at least this company gives me the kinda job satisfaction i wan, the empowerment and make me feel impt and an independent worker as compared to my previous bobo company. i seems to hate joining some particular colleagues for lunch nowadays coz i realised that lunch is their complain time. smtimes they dun complain but they juz seem to blame everything on the fact that the company has no $ or that it is mistreating them. another bobo been telling some news abt our company to parties who r not concerned. the intention is not to juz chat but i feel its to condemn the company. i admit i myself is guilty of that too, telling my frens and mgg i nv get my pay. but my intention is juz to let them feel for me and not to hate the company or disclose any information to let them think i know alot... i realli dun understand these ppl... if u r not happy, i seriously think u shld consider leaving. but the fact is they r not! they r not actively seeking for better employment opportunities. they feel they r the company's asset and w/o them the company will DIE. but sad to say, i feel they r in fact liabilities to the company. their attitude is being brought to their performance in their work. for me, i feel since im staying put, i shld juz do my work n think positively that things is going to be good... if one day i shld feel that theres nothing positive coming out, den its time for me to leave. the management may be fucked up or whatever shit u can call, but my responsibility is not to monitor whether they fuck things up anot but to do my job well...

sigh thats why i tend to avoid discussing abt the company wif them during my lunch but things more light hearted. u know how well the company is doing liao and how bad u feel to be in this shit... maybe u shldnt be counting the shit u r in to be reminded of it. anyway i managed to get one free lunch from mediacorp radio. hahaha so happy go eat my fav xiao long bao. hahaha wait till i try den tell you guys whether nice anot...

at the mean time, i shall think abt the recollections of 2005 and resolutions for 2006. tata!

XMAS!

2005-12-28T17:33:00.000+08:00

yeah its xmas! one of the bestest and most festive season of the yr which i enjoyed best! its a time of giving and sharing and to me, not asking anything in return. i had a great time celebrating this yr i must say.

i started as usual go to mgg's hse. this yr he says he dun wan any pressie coz i alwiz nag say i buy him pressie but he nv buy me any. true lah i alwiz complain abt that, but when i buy him things, i nv ask for anything in return actuali. and of coz, its a time of giving and sharing so i got him a bluetooth eyepiece which he had been complaining since he changed new hp in sept. he kept complaining why nokia nv add this inside the package since his phone is blue tooth enabled... well mgg... good things dun come free dear... he expected perfume but i know he is very happy wif his new gadget and immediately went to charge it and kept asking me this and that. but mgg... i onli know how to buy but duno how to use leh... coz my phone is not blue tooth phone. can see his smile when he receive his pressie. thats what i like most abt mgg. he smiles like a little boi wif his dimples.

later, we headed to tokkie's hse for dinner. its quite a spread i must say. got turkey, sushi, roasted beef (damned good shit), trotters, fondue etc etc. had a great time and met up wif some laoz whom i haven seen for the longest time like my BESTEST FREN! hahaha he still look the same. glad he din come home wif some longgy hair like the other time which we all force him to cut b4 he come meet us last yr. took many pics and heres juz some of them!

Fig 1: Almost completed pic of laoz

Fig 2: me and l4 with our Yu Nu pose (but kana spoilt by rosie)

Fig 3: me and l4 went to spoil back rosie's and ld's yu nu pose

Fig 4: the pretty gers from Laoz

Fig 5: Laoz love pressies!

Fig 6: I love pressies! thanx everyone for ur pressies!

We had lotsa fun and stayed till almost 5am b4 we left. me and rosie continued for another round of supper wif mgg and frens who juz came back from chonging. ate abit...

Xmas day is the same, xmas lunch at home. we got almost the same food as last yr. pizza, sushi and of coz my mama's fav durian logcake. baby isaac can eat now! but too bad he diahorea so he onli had grapes. too tired to take pics liao... at nite, i went over to meet rosie and my badminton kakis at orchard. took so bibi pics. u guys can refer to rosie's blog for more details.

as you guys can see i have been eating that explain the plight im now today. had stomache and fever on 26th. doc says i kana indigestion. today kana diahorea... what is happening to me... but nothing can stop me from going to isetan private sale (even if i duno what to buy)!

i'm back!

2005-12-22T02:26:00.000+08:00

yeah! i'm back. well doubt anyone is actuali looking forward to me coming back besides mgg? will try to post some pics when im back to the ofc coz MY COM CRASHED! damned fucking sianz... den i got this eye infection prob since last day at turkey till now. so been spending my mc days at home to fix this bloody com. anyway, im a complete idiot when it comes to technical thingy... so i shall be patient and wait for my bestest fren to be back. my bobo com seems to realli know when to throw tantrum sia! u noe bestest fren coming back thats why down rite? angry!

anyway turkey was not bad despite some minor hiccups here and there. the day of depature was the worse. i was like doing damned last minute packing den i actuali forgotten to bring this sum of $ to be given to the land operator there! damn... luckily my bro was in the airport wif me, so he rushed home to get it back for me. thanx bro! think i was realli adding too much stress to myself... i have this damned feeling that they ask me go turkey coz fern's leaving, they scare i will go too so let me go tour lead... sigh... maybe mgg is rite. i alwiz like to work in bobo companys. the previous one suxx now this one isnt anymuch better coz I HAVEN GOT MY NOV PAY YET! and best of all, this time round, they din even bother to post any memos. hey hey hey! cannot take us for granted manz! actuali im glad fern and eugene are leaving coz its realli not advisable to stay on... told ah boy if he can, move on too... me? i haven given much tot for myself. maybe thats juz me bah... im juz too comfy in the comfort zone liao... lazy to move on, procrascinating.

looking forward to this sat's laoz gathering cum xmas party. i know mgg isnt keen on going which i understand oso.. seriously, i oso dun wana force him to do smthing he dun like to do... i juz like him to be happy. but i hope this can be like a laoz family gathering... coz l4 bringing bf oso den laoz is completed!! finali laoz is completed and can take a quan jia fu! lets see what he says bah...

I'll be leaving you...

2005-12-10T01:16:00.000+08:00

sigh... i duno whether to be happy or sad. maybe more of mixed feelings bah. i will be going to turkey to tour lead tonite and be back 10 days later. maybe to many ppl, its a great opportunity for free travelling... well i was like you guys oso. but things r not as simple as we tot it is. many admin work to be done, preparation etc on top of my normal workload, which i believe i haven been doing much lately... no good no good... coz fern isnt ard oso. some colleagues envy me coz i get to earn some fast cash like tour leading allowance and also optional commission and not forgetting the tops i be collecting... but seriously i rather dun earn them now.. later still gota check the air tickets...

now packing my stuffs... very tired and sianz... no time for many things...

Issit an offence?

2005-12-05T10:53:00.000+08:00

Hehe wonder what u guys feel abt the other me? may have scared wits out of some of you this is how CHERRIENE looks like! well...i once heard b4 that in the whole world, there will be 7 or 9 persons that will look exactly like each other. wonder who are the unlucky ones who shared the same appearance as me. bet mgg would find them damned suayz!

anyway, i was looking thru some of the blogs. i realised ppl tend to avoid to spell the word *F*U*C*K correctly, eg fark, fug etc. issit an offence nowadays if u say vulgarities in ur blog ah? damn manz! i think i duno spell how many fucks in my previous posts... nowadays very scary, cannot anyhow say things in blog. wheres the freedom of speech thingy? why cant we juz say whatever we want? say say oso wun hurt ppl? maybe of coz u dun be like some bobos say some things to discriminate other race and still open forums for discussion... think thats very wrong... but one bobo oso poor thing... he hated that race coz his sis passed away coz that race ppl refuse to let them go in the cab 1st... luckily i'm juz a countryist not racist hahaha btw any laws for discriminate ppl of another country but same race?

Figure 1: Cherriene demostrating for Freedom of Speech

yah BTW, i managed to pass my driving license! its not some hot news but think still worth to mention here. Fern juz tendered... die liao marcom left me to do the shit... when will it be my turn to leave this place? when will my pay come ah? alot thingys in mind to buy liao... sigh festive season... damn damn damn<-- can say damn anot ah?

I'M BACK!

2005-11-23T14:32:00.000+08:00

juz come to realise that its been 1 mth since i last log in! hehehe well me is back from taiwan! will try to upload the pics (if i could).

wanted to beautiful my blog and think shld start to have some time soon coz gota be over and done wif mgg's projs. realli horrible to piah projs, work and learn driving at the same time. but from this, i started to realise that time is realli made by man. as long as u have the heart, u can make time for everything. of coz, at the expense of sacrificing your sleep. driving this sat. hope can pass coz been spending $ on it till i broke! yah toking abt spending $... chipped my tooth in taiwan. went to get it fixed and it cost me $126! damn!! burn a damn big hole manz! it better stay or else wah lauz!

nothing much to do at work these few days hahaha been doing mgg's proj and research in ofc... better dun get caught!

interesting email

2005-10-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

Lesson
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him!

The morals of this story are:
1) Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut

shall keep my mouth shut den or my enemies will noe im in shit!

overloaded... overburdened...overrun...overkill? over and over (song by "oh my god")

2005-10-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

one thing b4 i forget! i promise i will update the outlook of my blog when i come back from taiwan! i shall add rosie inside my list, do a tag board, change the boring colors... rosie must teach me k!

yah i know maybe u may think im juz plain lazy... its tt me realli been so busy. and i onli got to find out last nite that i had been busy doing things for others and none for myself. facing many problems...

1. family problem
my mama is going for a holiday soon wif my auntie. bet i gota miss her alot. been trying to be nice daughter lately coz i haven been home chatting wif them due to my fairs. gave her $ and bought her thermal wear coz heard its cold there. worse of all... i gota do hsework. i felt that i gota oversees my family. yah u may find it horrible but... I DUNO HOW TO USE A WASHING MACHINE! the old one is easy but this new one (not realli that new think been ard for at least 4 yrs) i nv use b4. can imagine what a horrible ger i am rite? not onli stress wif that... my father is sick. one thing abt my father is that he gets very paranoid when he gets sick. machiam end of the world for him one and he will seek everyones attention. imagine what life gota be when u r sick and ur wife going for a holiday and ur dearesr daughter going soon? bet he is going to give hell for my brother who is going to face him most of the time. juz spoke to my bro, he says he will help in the chores... sweep and mop 2 times while mama away for 1week.

2. work problem
my dear GM mag seems to think that she saw me wearing my undies outside. IM NO SUPERMAN! she made fern to go tour lead to japan (envy!!! when will it be my turn?), ask me to go do see-off. when fern isnt ard, mind you we got 2 fairs coming up 28 and 29th at HDB and 2nd - 6th at jurong pt! i gota be a 查fit人! die manz.... imagine i gota oversee the event set up for both events, do all the collaterals, managed the free gifts... seriously i duno how am i going to survive on top of doing the hsework i gota do! also, i gota work with BETTY! damn manz... seriously speaking i feel im quite an easy going person but... betty is one hell whom i seriously duno how to manage or handle her! to be frank... i feel she is throwing her weights ard juz bcoz she thinks she has alot of working experience and been working very long in the company. today juz tell me she feel like beating me up (hope its jokingly). looking at the org chart, she is actuali my subordinate leh... argh!

3. r/s problem
not realli much to do wif me and mgg... but mgg got 3 projs at hand which 2 of them i gota complete b4 i go taiwan (b4 i go taiwan my mama is awaym fern is away, i gota do hsework and manage my dept). to be frank i dun mind doing projs coz one of them seems pretty interesting. yah i enjoy doing projs actuali. but... why everything juz come to be suddenly... so overwhelming...

4. personal problem
i going to taiwan... and i got no time to pack how ah? oso... my pay duno will come anot... spend my $ on my driving... hope pay can come den i will have more $ to spend or else gota use credit card liao... sianz sianz sianz!

well... the above shows smthing... one has many obligations in life. the older u grow, the more obligations u get. others problems will seem more impt den urs and urs will alwiz come last... u work very hard but for others... when will we ever have time for ourselves? maybe when we finali take our rest and close our eyes 4ever?

I WANA BE A BACKPAKCER!

2005-10-12T19:17:00.000+08:00

yah been along time since i blog... think coz been busy. ppl got fairs i oso got fairs, ppl no fair i oso got fair... sigh... why ah why ah? i starting to experience what gen and jules complained abt last time, non-stop fairs. during my 1st fair, it was like a novelty, i sort of enjoyed it. but as i go more fairs... i am like sianz sianz sian. thank god my spin and win wheel spoil! or else i still gota tend to it and get sponsorship for gifts to spin.

one thing abt sponsorship. we worked wif some banks asnd give freebies for passenegers who use their cards to pay. one is SCB. they give realli good backpack. we had some for display. who noes the best one tolley bag kana stolen. and this miss miao colleague of mine actuali say marcom shld be responsible! angry! hey we get freebies u nv give us credit. kana stolen say we shld be responsible! not as if we paid $ for it... if its so, marcom shall not get any freebies den in case get stolen and we gota bear responsibility! sigh... starting to see who r the baddies in the company.

looking forward to my taiwan trip. i insisted on backpacking and dun wana be a luggage ger. mgg and my bro keep asking me bring luggage... i know i may not be strong but at least let me try rite? hehehe

有的人说不清哪里好但就是谁都替代不了

2005-09-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

read sorina's blog... saw the ger's prob abt she and ah seng. like any serial shows... the feeling is like the leading actress juz cried upon hearing the leading actor wana patch back and thats the end of the season. maybe i do understand sorina's dilemma in smways bah...

i feel its not whether she loves ah seng more or vice versa. i felt that its the feeling that she cant see much of a future wif him. the future seems to depict that she wun be leading the kinda lifestyle she has been looking forward to. this is what i feel ger. reality and ideals often are making a fool of us. there are ppl who chose love above all. if its me, maybe i will do that too. maybe coz i have been thru a shirt period of losing the person u love so much yet its ur own doing that made he leave. theres this phrase in fish leong's song which i feel very much relate to how i feel: 如果我的坚强任性会不小心伤害了你你能不能温柔提醒我虽然心太急更害怕错过你. think the reason why mgg left me is coz im too 任性bah... and that i often take him for granted. now that we are back again, i feel we can handle our r/s better. we have learned to give and take. i dun get angry over small trival matters and i can see mgg's efforts in making me feel more loved and appreciated.

there's this person i must thank. thats wenyong. saw him yest after so many mths not seeing him coz he went aussie to study. slim down alot... he told its stress... i wana thank him for his support and advice during that painful 3weeks. if not for him, i think i wouldnt be able to keep the faith that mgg will come back to me. i can oso see that he is very happy to see me wif mgg yest. if i dun feel i owe him, i wouldnt have drunk that fatal drink from him! anyway... thanx pal. though i know you wun be able to read my blog but i know u know how i feel. hope ya study hard and reach ur goal soon k!

2005-09-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

sigh maybe u may think i'm lazy or maybe i juz wana be a dormant volcanoe... not that i dun wana update but i simply had no time! my bro was actuali telling me that i got 200+ unread emails! mind you, these 200+ does not include those what enhance ur sex life, shag ur grannie, let ur gf noe how big u can be etc kinda spams... sigh realli no time!

but anyway NATAS over! i finali got sm time! hehehe in fact, i have been acting busy at work lately! nothing to do leh duno why. so i everyday surf flowerpod on taiwan and the face shop. juz do up my shopping list for eugene to go korea and buy all the face shop things back for me!

come to think of it now... realli nothing much to update leh... been juz eating and eating lor... 1 week 2 times steamboat! hehehe yummy!! lotsa mushrooms! mooncakes! die... gota be fat wait mgg dun wan me how ah? hehehe

the ger who has been kissed by the sun and embraced by the wind

2005-09-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

please dun blame me for not updating my blog. think my com kana some stupid bobo thingy which whenever i type long and post images, they simple dun wana publish my blog!

anyway as many would noe by now, i failed my driving! yeah!! hahaha i m still pretty overwhelmed by the fact that i failed. simply becoz i can rest from driving at least for 1 mth! of coz, i shant be taking much of a rest oso coz NATAS coming up soon! i must admit i feel pretty restless abt it. sigh... coz i tot company got $ liao but i still hven gotten my august pay! counter staffs got it liao but not backend. so sianz! den they oso dun wana confirm me. i think they r not keen at all. i told myself liao, if they dun wana cfm, its fine i can go find another job! tml will go check wif jo again.

mama says if they dun wana cfm can oso stay on... but if no cfm, i cannot take leave, i must go polyclinic see doc! so sianz rite? like now... falling sick liao (embraced by the wind). think caught a cold liao. and mo ming qi miao kana sun burnt (kissed by the sun)! i nv even do any outdoor activities lor! juz forgot to put sunblock. the whole face peeling... but good oso lah. my face dry now so lesser pimples popping out oso.

yah, the 7th mth juz over. glad its over. not that i do anot of kui xing shi... but i duno whether true anot but i seen the wrong thing. i was wif mgg going back to his hse one nite think ard 7+pm. i ming ming saw this auntie and her son going into the lift leh... but when we press open, the lift inside empty. i was telling mgg in the lift what i saw. think i gave him goosepimples and i actuali teased that its the 7th mth! hahaha i think i not tt suayz bah... maybe i saw wrongly? hehehe

祝你幸福

2005-08-14T09:49:00.000+08:00

my 2 legs aching now. all thanx to the stupid firedrill on fri. imagine my ofc 37 floors! gota walk down! frankly i tot walking down stairs shld be quite an easy chore as compared to my walking up 11 floors exercise i use to do. I WAS DAMNED WRONG! i tot i was smart to borrow eliz slippers coz she was on half day. i think i realli 佩服 those gers who wore heels! its sooooo damned long manz. think if realli got fire, i would be dead wif the speed i was going. of coz, i wasnt the lousiest to come down. can see many of my fellow colleagues slowing down half way or sweating by the time we got down. but maybe i suffered the most aftereffect! my legs aching yest. today when i woke up... its even worse! WTF! later still gota go bt timah hill. wonder if i can make it anot?!?!?

anyway we went to "celebrate" my bdae wif the laoz on fri nite. will update more pics soon coz the celebration haven ended. hahaha machiam national day must celebrate 1 whole mth of august! fri mgg came oso. frankly, i was very surprised that he came. coz he wasnt driving but riding. theres not much of a pt for him to come. i bet the leftovers din relli attracted him either. maybe he juz wana be nice to me bah. laoz were very encouraging. i tot it would be very
尴尬 coz of what happened earlier. but think everythings fine. we all had fun that nite :)

after that, i went home by cab and msg ld to tell the rest sorry i cant stay on later coz i gota work the next day. she msg me back 祝你幸福. l4 msg that to me oso. maybe coz of the kinda state i was in earlier on bah. like half dead. thanx alot for the concern u guys have given. not onli laoz.... xl will ask me whether im wif mgg whenever she calls me. ah boi will ask wheres mgg now and whether im happy now. thanx pals! thanx alot for being there for me when i was down. i think im 幸福 coz i got u guys ard me! opps forgot to thank bestest fren!

thats all folks, will be updating on my bdae celebration!

It's National Day!

2005-08-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

b4 i start, i shall apologise to our dear sorina wan. hehehe ok lah we r on par lah. i know i complain alot oso and when i complain all fucking words come out. u more civilised hahaha :P

Yeah its National Day! a day of a certain significance to me. coz im supposed to be a national day baby... anyway its supposed! many updates over the wkend...

sat and sun (6 + 7) i had my travel fair. its quite a fun experience for me. maybe coz this is my 1st fair so everything seems to be interesting for me despite the fact that i had many OT and late nights coz of that. din realli get to rest well for the past week. maybe coz its like a very light hearted working environment, no need face com, everyone dressed casually. ah boi is there to entertain me oso. i had fun but the tot that a few more coming up i feel sianz. during the fair, i cant stand the look of mr lin. i duno whether to be happy or what. coz the sales is good for the fair. we managed to hit target for 2 days on the 1st day liao. however... most of the sales r from europe and korea! bloody hell... why sporeans getting richer nowadays issit? all go europe! expensive oso go... make mr lin sooooo yaya that those countries under him all got good sales... of coz i must say lah... he deserve it coz i can realli see him putting lotsa efforts in order to achieve such good sales.

during travel fair oso saw many ugly sporeans... sorry to say that on national day. give them freebies still complain this complain that wana change this wana change tt. angry one manz. esp this stupid couple. told them they not entitled to the dvd player liao. the guy say forget abt it in those sacarstic manner. den the gf or wife, whatever, gimme that kinda fucking haolian face that she wana speak to mgr. sigh u onli 2 person go europe leh! if u 10 person so maybe i will consider. anyway they got their way. mag agreed. must be they put up a scene bah. can still rem their stupid haolian face!

ok enuff of the fair... yest and today i attended mgg's uncle funeral. quite an eye opener for me i must say. since young, my mama had restricted me from attending bai shi. duno why oso but she seems particularly concern when i got attend such thingy. 1st time visit the mandai crematory. very interesting place. coz last time maybe watch too much tv liao. whats on tv is very diff from now. that place looks like shopping mall or court. i see those ppl cry i feel sad for them oso. life is simply so short and unpredictable... whats coming up next?

illusion and obession

2005-08-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

i never realli seem to complain much abt work besides my designer alwiz repeating the songs he got... like heal the world... im not sorina u see... alwiz complaining abt brian. but well well smone in my ofc finali step onto my toe. yeah he is a manager as well... bloody hell juz got promoted to senior manager! he is mr lin xian sheng!

he is such an ass manz. everyone must make me angry or suan me 'nai ma' den he happy. im not being protective of my designer k, i juz wana make sure everything flows well n not onli ur europe, japan and korea. there are so many other countries in the world den urs k mr lin! everytime waste sooooo much time making my designer doing your work. den others i gota push deadlines. den next day come yaya ask me whether ur things sent out for print! u onli concern abt ur own stuffs! asshole!!!! today still come say i kia si! of coz i kia si lah! if my flyer nv come out, i kana not u kana lor! make me so fed up when u said that that i gota hold back my tears go toilet hide and sobz! asshole fucker! i tell myself oredi i shall not tok to you unneccessarily! anyway my designer is oso one of a kind. everything oso listen to you. wonder what kinda gong tou u put onto him! tell him soooo many times do in freehand he juz like deaf suddenly! maybe he got selective listening like me? hehehe. i have an evil tot today. maybe i got too angry liao hehehe coz designer and fern din go home yest juz to finish the flyer. was wondering what will happen to mr lin's doggies if he was to stay back overnite oso... anyway that ass he will nv stay overnite one. ask him work 1 hrs OT like wan his life liao.

think the onli motivation for me now is to see my illusion. tml can see him oso. hehehe must discreetly manz. i alwiz feel seeing him is like seeing mgg. if he is my illusion, maybe mgg is my obession? what do think ah? hehehe

busy week!

2005-08-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

well well, i oredi expected this week to be hell week liao. travel fair this wkend and my flyer is not out yet! i've been trying to start working on it since last week and its still heading nowhere! now still in ofc to clear it up. hopefully can kick start smthing at least today or else u going to go to a travel fair with no flyers! hahaha maybe u guys can try this wkend go suntec see whether got ppl distributing my flyer anot? maybe realli dun have! now still in the ofc waiting for my designer so took to time to update my blog abit hehehe

anyway heard a few complaints on my blog liao... maybe gota change my blog address soon... and i remove the song as well... thanx for the feedbacks guys! hahaha

anyway coz i oredi noe my wkends are burnt so i make sure that i go out and chong during the wkend. had quite a good time. more like old frens gathering. met up wif ppl whom i think sm i nv even see for years... hehe yeah i dun care what u gota say sorina but i think ah pang is still damn cute and good looking! cant imagine i still rem yongming oso! hahaha i think i onli seen him once in real life and many times in pics. he realli changed alot, much more huggable now. anyway he is sorina's new plaything as i can see. cheated him and din feel the least guilty abt it! still blame him for it...

juz appointed bestest fren as my support controller. if u reading this now bestest fren, i admit hehehe i m still indulging in my own illusions. still ge siaoing to find opportunities but i think he realised it liao. so today i nv do anything. in case he find out and i will cause him to be in a dilemma? hahaha machiam he will bother abt me. think i have a soft spot for soft spoken ppl hehehe but not you lor bestest fren :p

Peng Kui Mode!

2005-07-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

Argh! I know its still office hours but I m not eating snake k! juz wana put things down in words b4 i forget...

Been busy with stressing and worrying! damned scared that the flyers, brochures etc cannot meet deadline... maybe someone will need to shower sense of urgency powder on my designer bah... he seems pretty non chalent on the tight deadline and schedule we r facing... this is realli call huang di bu ji, tai jian ji bah... he still got duno how many ads going out costing duno many thousands. anyway hope things will turn out well.

anyway, today smthing nice and sweet happened to me (after a long period of sianz mode, finali smthing that make my heart feel warm). the tea auntie actuali helped me to get water when i juz got to ofc! i duno whether she got it b4 i reach ofc anot... i was toking to fern den i feel my water bottle, its warm! auntie rems i onli drink warm water... so sweet rite????? feel so bad manz... coz im not those dai sai ppl no need ppl to get drinks for me one. maybe auntie see me sitting in front of those fish tanks she tot i big shot? NONONO... anyway i appreciate it alot auntie but realli no need to do it liao... makes me soooo damn guilty!

ok gota go off liao! back to work!

Good Old Song

2005-07-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

Like this song since my sec sch days. Find the lyrics very meaningful. hope one day i will learn how to broadcast this song over here... Sorina dun laff at me duno how to do links k! I will learn soon! hehehe soon....

Tommy Page -Time
I remember the day you say goodbye
Something was calling you
I could read it in your eyes
You told me that someday you'd meet again
But deep inside I always knew
This was the end
I remember those words you claimed
As I stood in the pouring rain
When I showed my heart would never be the same

You told me time will always heal the pain
Bring the sun and dry the rain
You need to solve and think our problems through
You told me time is always on my side
To turn the season,change the tide
Things work out with time if you want them to
Why can't time make me stop
Loving you

It wasn't very easy when you left
Every mention of your name
Would get me so upset
I trapped my emotions deep inside
And I don't like,I didn't care
With hope this would sub-side
I remember those words you claimed
As I stood in the pouring rain
When I showed my heart would never be the same

I try to get you off my mind
I live my life just wasting time
Hoping that someday I can say the same

things happen for a reason

2005-07-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

Things happen for a reason... think so bah... maybe alot of things r fated bah... im not those who believe life in our hands. maybe i dun have to courage to persue the kinda life i wan bah...

Be With You

2005-07-24T14:06:00.000+08:00

Juz got back from Bt Timah hill. went there despite the rain. walked with umbrella. abit feeling like the movie i have juz watched, Be With You, aka Using the Rain to say I Love You. I watched this movie wif mixed feelings. coz the nite that me and mgg quarelled, i actuali wanted jio laoz go watch this movie. maybe if i have went ahead wif the movie, we wouldnt have quarelled bah... nonetheless, i nv regret watching the movie coz its realli smthing sweet. like love letter, love may have blossomed long ago w/o u knowing it. but i still prefer love letter. coz i felt heartache after watching it. imagine that ur hubby married u juz becoz u look like a ger he adores back in his high sch days. and u onli realised that after he is dead... imagine the guy u detest had been writing ur name on the library card. u tot he is juz writing his name and vandalising the card... actuali he is writing the name of a ger he likes. Love is juz a strange thingy bah... even though u noe u r going to die ultimately, u still choose to be with the person u love.

anyway, got a durian free from auntie. hehehe felt very much indebted to her. maybe u guys wun understand bah... but the bond between me and auntie may be much more complicated and deeper den i ever noe. i will nv forget the day we hugged and cried out our pains together. its onli till den, den i realised who is the one who got hurt the most. we alwiz blame our parents for jumping into conclusions based on their own judgements and nv put themselves in our shoes... but have we ever put ourselves in theirs? bet alot of us r guilty of them. maybe coz we r not parents ourselves bah... parenthood is lifelong learning. u gota learn how to cope wif ur child as they grow older and proceed to diff stages of life... and its very pain when u r helpless... not knowing what u can do to help ur child and cope wif ur own pain...

hope tml wun rain, so that she can pass her driving :) rem to drink authentic tou hway zui ah!

Anatawa Ogenki desuka? Watashiwa genki desu!

my feelings now

2005-07-23T12:30:00.000+08:00

你在那里这些年来如意不如意
还快乐还单纯还美丽时光如何对你
我在这里人海中一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你你知道吗如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已
我很想你听见了吗 woo...
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息都不是你

我在那里你会不会偶尔好奇
有没有曾经怀疑我说我会忘记只是种好意

都不是你我只想爱你

finali got to do my mani and pedi

2005-07-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

hahahaha finali got to do my manicure cum pedicure that i have been eyeing for so long! been waiting for my pay and it came finali... after 20 days of long wait...

actuali 20 days i duno whether its long or short... long to wait for $, short period for the break up, but seems ages coz i miss him so badly...

hope we both will jia you in our lives... i dun wana give up yet...

my 1st blog

2005-07-12T14:16:00.000+08:00

yeah baby! this is my 1st blog ever... not realli so coz i do write abit as and when in my space.

anyway would like to intro my current good fren to you guys. my elmo! think he had been my faithful good old fren for the past 1 week. not forgetting the ever-so-loyal tissue box and dustbin. cannot imagine how many trees i killed coz of the tissues i have been using.
anyway... they say pay day in another next 2 days. fucking ass... they delay and delay... even if they gimme $100 as compensation i oso wun xi han anymore manz!

anyway tired after driving... actuali i onli drove for 1 hr coz i wana come back for my desperate hsewife... what a crappy ending. but anyway i know its for season 2. hoping it will come back soon. xl ask me to start watching sex and the city to give myself more faith on love and r/s. another fren ask me to watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. maybe will go catch them soon bah... i alwiz think i got no time. wait till i finish the dan brown book? hahaha lets see den!

My tots, dreams and aspirations....

败犬女王

I Hope Your Love is alwiz Happy

暧昧

L.O.V.E.

I am back

祝你幸福

但愿人长久 千里共婵娟

A special dedication for you

恋爱的天空

浮躁 。烦恼

Happy Valentine's Day

我永远在这里等你F4

Thank you!

富士山下

Just a tot....

Jay concert - after tots

Concerts

0906192704012008

If only I din grow up...

It's the wedding dinners' season

sweet sweet childhood

Especially dedicated post for my dearest NaNa

If there are seasons

many things...

Come whatever shit may, fuck whatever shit all

my good news

rong-er 加油！

My Cambodia Trip

A tribute to the greatest female singer (at least to me)

Running away on a holiday

Secret that i can't tell 不能说的秘密 完整版 Full MV

不能说的秘密 周杰伦 电影 promo

A Tribute to my Ex-Lover

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

Office Email Server Down

Movie weekend

team building

social responsibility

Wo Hui Hao Hao De

I am SYT no more!!

Aaron is coming to town!

God, save rong-er from the shit she is in...

Sorry

We are dying...

my life is so boring hahah

Escape

Hana Yori Dango Season 2

Hong Kong trip 2006 - HK Disneyland

Macau trip 2006 part 2

Macau trip 2006 part 1

i'm so bored in the ofc and did this...

i'm back

which day is the 1st day of the week?

the fateful pic

rong-er stays in a moving castle

today i went to vivo city

Glad to have you with me

so many things happened, so little updates

harlow im back!

opps so im onli 18?

What an Article

life goes on

i have finali moved on!

updates

i have tendered!

the very day bestest fren left

End of CNY Curse

the CNY curse!

Happy Chinese New Year!

STOP HAUNTING ME!

rong-er wana blog TOO

rong-er wana blog!

the 1st 2 weeks of 2006

finali my new yr resolutions for 2006!

a note b4 my new year resolution

XMAS!

i'm back!

I'll be leaving you...

Issit an offence?

但愿人长久　千里共婵娟

浮躁。烦恼

Secret that i can't tell 不能说的秘密完整版 Full MV

不能说的秘密周杰伦电影 promo

有的人说不清哪里好但就是谁都替代不了